august rush

Why did you leave me?

Louis's POV

Lyla? Is that you? I say Shockley as she looks down.

She then turns around, "Louis?" she was walking closer and closer to me.

"yes", I say and walk towards her.

"Louis!" She then grabbed me and hugged me.

"I missed you" She says in a whisper but, loud enough for me to hear.

I couldn't say anything, I just hugged her... I never wanted to lose her again. 

"I finally found you! You can finally help me find him!" she said tears going down her cheeks.

I pushed her away "Find who?" I was confused.

She then looks down, "Our son" she says like I already knew.

"What?" "I never had a kid with you? you must've cheated?  or somthing". I say so Confused I never wanted children? I was so dumb back then, I dunno what to do.

'No its your son... Our son'. She corrects herself.

"No it cant be, I never wanted this". I just wanted "us". I tell her looking into her eyes.

"When did this happen?" I asked her.

On the first day we met. she says serious.

"I am sorry lyla, I Cant do this... With a... a "kid". I saw looking down fixing to walk out.

"I knew you wouldn't understand,  Nobody does". she said hurt.

I really wanted to help her, I really do? But a kid? a kid? even the word "kid" makes me uncomfortable about myself. I dont know anything about a "kid". I was so confused. 

"Hey dude where are you going?" my friend asked me probably drunk.

"home" I am tired. I tell him, I dont want to talk right now.

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When I got home, one of my ex" girlfriend's was outside.

"Hey! I need to talk to you! you keep egnoring me! Our relationship is going to be over if you dont answer me!" she says pointing her ugly fingers in my face.

"okay" I tell her and walk in my house and shut the door on her face walking to my bed.

I kept thinking,  what if we could work this out? what if its not so bad as I thought?  like to have a kid? or what if she is so mad at me, she won't talk to me. What if... my thoughts were gone.

I slowly fell asleep thinking about...

"Everything".

guys!!! I am sorry its short I am grounded... still my mom wont give me my phone back... so whatever I am using the computer X3 "so... I will update soon as possible.  thank you for not giving up on me... I love you