We were friends
I thought you were kind
I gave you support, love, and time.
I thought we would be good friends
I was wrong
I told you things about myself
That I don't tell my closet friends
You made it a scene
And made me the enemy
I lived my greatest fear
I was scared and hurt
You basically made me feel worse
About everything I felt
You cause me pain in ways I cant explain
I try to say sorry but you dont accept it
You keep forcing me into corners
I can't escape, no
"I'm sorry" but you keep saying no
I'm trying but you keep saying, not enough
Look, I'm doing my best, and I'm sorry I'm not good enough
I try to be your friend
But you keep making arguments
How am I supposed to live with this
This is making me feel like a villain
But I know I'm not
What am I supposed to say
When you force my hand
I try to explain
But you push me away
You keep asking for more
When I can't give it
What's wrong with me
Is it so wrong
i guess it must be
If you hate it
Please don't hate me
I'm scared
And hurt
You forced my hand
Now I can't play
I'm going to lose
Thank you
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Trapped in a poetic mind
PoetryPoems by a person who has issues. Whether it is their, Depression, PTSD, or Anxiety, something is always bothering them. Writing about everything that pops into their mind, and things that they are too scared to talk about, you will no doubt find so...
