My dragon /kiribaku/tetsukami/

Mixed feelings - 16

-baku

The storm past on the forth day, it wasn't really a happy-joy day. Once everyone got up, they weren't to shocked at the mess. Tents were blown into the near by forest, the place was soaked and most importantly the food. The goddamn food, some asshat decided to not lock the damn door for the food shad, fucking winds blow the doors opened now the meats probably no good. Rotten even. Might just kill the dumbass who left it unlocked, it took us three FUCKING MONTHS TO GET JUST ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE. Sighhhhh. May as well get shoji to take charge in rebuilding the camp, fuck everything and everyone, I can't even deal with them anymore.

While arms is with his group im building the camp back up i may as well take a few to go hunting, get Mina to go with her bow or someshit.

-a week later Cuz im lazy :3
-no one

Bakugou and his group hadn't gathered up nearly as much food for for the camp, neither have minas. Yes there was greens but some didn't really like it, of course there was fruit too, sadly they would run out. And if that wasn't bad enough the month was almost over, April was coming up but so was the dinner with the other camp. It wasn't working out for them, like at all. It would be an embarrassment for them to just show up without enough food for his group, while todoroki' group judges (they share the food, since in the cold weather they don't really eat bird or animals that prefer warm weather, plus they don'tget enough greens :3 just wanted to add that, back to le story :D)

(I know its moving kinda fast but...im trying;w;)

-kami

Bakugou has been a little...stressed, oh who am I kidding he's beyond stressed, its like every little thing sets him off, more then usual. Only time I (and most of the camp) get a peaceful silence around him is when we sleep, yet the guy' still yelling, to who? I don't know. Probably kirishima, I don't really see his tent back up so I'm gonna assume he's staying with Baku from now on or something, funny how he can handle him. I can barely handle the guy ;;.

Since I'm not really a hunter or that good at building things I usually go out with a small group of four to go pick fruit, vegetable and all that good stuff. The group changes sometimes but it's only me, asui, ochako and koda, it's a good fit, since koda is good with animals and can talk to them! So they show us where the good stuff is, asui is kinda like a frog, so she can go under water to grab other greens we can't reach. Ochako is stealthy plus can make herself (and us) float to get the apples (or other things) that are outta our reach. Only reason I'm here is because, I guess I just like wondering around the forest, it's calming to get away sometimes. Especially after...that night, I mean at least he hasn't asked any questions or asked about my love life but it's just ya know... awkward. It's not awkward because we're two guys into the same sex, he's completely normal with it, I think it's me, god Kaminari why can't ya think straight (Lenny face) sigh.

Shaking my head I turn to glance at the others, as normal their doing their jobs, well kinda, asui and ochako are being all lovely dovey. Then a thought came into my mind. 'Wonder if me and tetsu will be like that' wait, no kami get ya gay thoughts away, geez ya perv.

-no one

The blue sky's began to darken, Signaling for people to get back to the camp, that including hunters. It was a bright night sky, most would stay up to watch as stars glowed but sadly that didn't happen, do to reasons. One being some people had to get up early to begin work, such as hunters, green pickers and wood workers.

You see no one knew bakugous plain to rebuild the village, one that was far from the camp but close enough to not make his builders lose energy. But since that storm they had to start back at square one, people started to complain, some started to leave and it wasn't stressful enough dealing with his responsibilities but now the blonde started to have mixed feelings for a certain red head, it had only been two months but since spending time with him he couldn't help it, he couldn't help but relay on someone to get him. Someone who could make him forget it all, even if it was for a short time. So he took that chance.

-a week ago, during the storm.

Winds were high, the rain came down heavy. It was quite between the two, it wasn't an uncomfortable silence but one they could say seemed relaxing. Only sound was raindrops hitting the outside of their tent, it over took them both, they had time to think, well bakugou did. He'd be quiet for hours, kirishima would try start a conversation but the blonde would only grunt in response or shrug at a question. It didn't take kirishima by surprise when bakugou wouldn't speak but what the blonde did not long after certainly did. He turned over and face away from him, not unheard of but then he heard small but noticeable sniffles coming from bakugou.

"Uh bakugou?" Scooting closer the red head reach over, shaking him a little. The blonde stayed quiet and refused to move, rolling his eyes kirishima backed up but didn't take his eyes off bakugou. They stayed like that for a short while, then bakugou eventually sat up but kept his head down, it was clear that he had been crying, still kirishima didn't say anything to set bakugou off.

"Why is this so hard.." his voice was soft, it wasn't it usual his usual harsh tone, he sounded almost broken at that moment. "I know I'm the fucking leader and People turn to me for help, like hell I love giving orders but damn! Kirishima I don't think I'm cut out for this shit" his had a smile on, tears running down his cheeks while his hands were going through his hair. "I feel like I'm not enough for them" from there bakugou kept rumbling on about how he was an ass and how the camp should go their separate ways. It was hard hearing it. Kirishima sighed but pulled the blonde into a hug, it didn't take long till bakugou starting to swear at him but did calm down minutes later.

During the hug kirishima found out bakugou had been drinking, probably when he fell asleep. This teenage boy reeked of alcohol, but it was now kirishimas job (even just for tonight) to take care of bakugou, he couldn't just let him be a stupid drunk right now. Pulling away be was face to face with bakugou, giving him a small smile.

"bakugou it's alright to feel that way, but know most of this camp wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you, they still need you" he rubbed this broken teens back, knowing right now that all he needed was a talk, even if he was drunk, well technically buzzed.

"That stupid basterd todoroki could easily take good care of them, I mean everyone seems fucking happy over there, I mean even that useless deku could be happy with him, like fuck! Their engage and only 15! " he was practically leaning on kirishimas chest, sobbing his heart out. Kirishima Just sat there listening, still kinda shocked but had a caring expression "well you could be happy too, just gotta find the right girl"

"Guy"....

Silence again took over, kirishima didn't know what to say. "...what?" "Ducker I said guy! Geez start fucking paying attention!" He yelled, his grumpy nature slowly coming back but it wasn't there yet.

"Yeah I heard you but...you like guys?"

"Yeah now shut up and confront me you ass" he snapped back and turned away but didn't move, he still sat in front of kirishima with his hands rested at his sides. The rest of the night was a blur, it was probably for the best. Both probably said fuck it and drank.

(They didn't do anything, just had a feelings talk >:0)

-present day.

Both boys hadn't really talked since that night but bakugou did sometimes lay with kirishima, their legs sometimes over each other, kirishima would often put an arm around bakugou neck but nothing happened between them. It wasn't like this for awhile, kirishima would try talk but bakugou would yell and shut him up. But now it just happened, both didn't know about what it was or what they were. Friends? Lovers? Who knows.

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I'm sorry but I rushed this! And I know it's bad start to the ships but for real I don't think I'm cut out for writing but I love it :( but I'll try harder!