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anniversary

december 11th, 2017

tomorrow is daniel and i's 2 year anniversary. we haven't really been talking since thanksgiving. we've exchanged a couple words here and there, but somethings just not right with us. even though we're clearly going through something right now, i still got him a gift. i practically begged my mom to help me buy it. i got him a new hoodie, since i always steal his, 2 tickets to go see jcole (his favorite artist), and i wrote him a letter. just telling him how much i love him, and if i did anything wrong to make him feel distant, that i'm sorry. i just poured my heart into it. i felt as if it was the only way i could get him to listen to me. he's been ignoring my texts and calls. i can't help but think i did something. my mind travels to the darkest places, making me think the worst. he's my life. if i lose him, i would lose my bestfriend, my world. and i don't know what i'd do if i did..

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Bree 12:00 am : happy 2 years daniel collins! thankyou for sticking with me this long. thankyou for loving me for all that i am. thankyou for making me the happiest girl in the world. i love you more than anything in this world. you mean everything to me, and i'm so blessed to have you in my life. you're an amazing boyfriend, and i couldn't be happier. i know things are weird right now, even though i'm not quite sure why. but i'm still here. whatever you're going through, i'm here. you don't have to push me away.. i love you forever. btw, come over later today? i got you something and i just wanna see you..

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Daniel 12:42 am : yeah i'll come over. i actually have a lot i need to talk to you about. happy 2 years bree.