i found you.

wake up

"peter don't leave me.. i can't do this without you."

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its been 2 days since the accident. i haven't gone to school. i've been on the chair right next to peters bed. he's the exact same. he hasn't gotten worse, but he hasn't gotten better either.

i can't believe this happened.. he was coming to see me. he went to the flower shop for me. he's like this because of me..

the doctor came in.

"good morning bree. i'm just going to be doing some tests on peter. why don't you go get some breakfast? they just put out the buffet." he said.

"okay." i kissed peter on the forehead and walked to the cafeteria.

i didn't have much of an appetite. how can i eat when peters like this?.. why couldn't it had been me?

i walked back to the room. doctor clark was in the same place, doing what he does every 3 hours. checking on peter.

i didn't understand why his family hasn't come.. although, he's never talked to me about his family before. i had no way of contacting them.

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i often read peter books. books about being a doctor, and sometimes i threw in some good ol' doctor seuss. i told him about everything i saw in the hospital, after all he did want to be a doctor. i told him about what they served for breakfast. i told him the drama with nurse kasey and doctor jayhart. i just talked to him about anything i could, hoping he would wake up.

i waited and waited and waited for him to be okay. just wake up peter..

it's been a whole week. today would've my tuesday. i planned on taking him to the aquarium. he loves whales and dolphins so much. he would've been so excited.

"hi baby. it's me, bree." i said grabbing his hand. "it's been a week. my moms making me go back to school starting thursday and i'm so not happy about it." tears started to fill my eyes. "i just want you to be okay.. i don't know whats gonna happen when you wake up, but peter you have to wake up." i laid my head on his chest with tears falling down, making his hospital gown damp. "please wake up."

all of the sudden i hear loud beeping coming from a screen. i look up and see red lights. 3 doctors came in and one yelled "we're losing him!" they took peter out of the room and rushed him away.

i ran toward them.

"m'am you need to leave."

"no! i'm not leaving him" i said

my mom came in front of me and grabbed me.

"NO! I NEED TO BE WITH HIM." i said hysterically, trying to escape my moms hold. i couldn't stop crying. my heart shattered into thousands of pieces.

"you have to let the doctors do what they need to baby." my mom said rubbing my head.

i fell to the floor in my moms arms.