We get home from the doctor's office, and Niall walks me to my door. "You should stay!" I tell him. "We could order pizza, watch a movie, stuff like that!" I suggest. "Yeah.." he says. "sounds fun." We walk inside, and I plop down on the couch, and Niall sits next to me.
"I'll call for pizza!" I say. "How much will you eat?" "I'll have a large pepperoni" he says. "A whole pizza?" I ask. "Duh! I need my nutrition!" he says with a wink. "Ok then" I say. I call pizza hut and order a large pepperoni and a small canadian bacon.
"So which movie should we watch?" I ask him. "hmm... Do you have Finding Nemo?" he asks. "Oh yeah we have it! Its one of my favorites!" I say. "Never too old for a Disney movie!" he exclaims with a grin.
Ding! the doorbell rings. That would probably be the pizza guy. I get up off the couch and go to the door. I open it, take our pizzas, pay the bill, and then thank him. I turn around, to go bring Niall his pizza, but he's already there standing behind me, and as soon as I turn around, he grabs his pizza and runs to the couch.
"Wow someone's enthusiastic!" I say. "Hey I love my food dont judge!" he says with a smile. "Ok lets go find Nemo!!" I say. I walk upstairs for the first time since the crash, because most of the DVDs are in my room. Then I remember, me and Aiden watched Nemo together in his room the night before he... died.
My eyes start to water, and I hear Niall's footsteps coming up the stairs behind me. I try and hide my face so he doesnt see me crying, but he sees me anyways. "Ciara.. what's wrong?" he asks me. "Nothing... Nothing.. I'm fine" I sniffle, and walk into Aiden's room.
I swear to myself that I'm not going to look around, and that I'm just going to go straight to the DVD player, get the disc, and come straight out. I walk to the DVD player, grab out the disc, and turn around.
I see his bed, the imprint of his body still on it. I see his sports trophies, his Valedictorian certificates, pictures of him and his friends, pictures of him and our parents. Right on his nightstand is a picture of him and me, smiling and hugging. I cant stand it,and I just break down crying. I run into the hallway, past a very confused looking Niall, and I run into my room and slam the door.
I fall on the floor and start to sob. I miss him so much. He was the best brother ever. It's my fault that he's gone. I'm the one that should have died in that crash, not him. I don't deserve to be here. I cry and cry, and i hear my door creak open.
I look up, and I see Niall walk in. "I- Im sorry" I sob. He gets on the floor by me and wraps me in a hug. "Shh Ciara its ok. its ok." I turn around and wrap my arms around him. "What's wrong baby?" he asks me. "Aiden's room-and...and-its just all my fault, and I should be the one whos dead, not him" I sob. "Ciara!" he says. "don't say that! It was an accident! Its not your fault."
"Yes it is!" I say to him. "Ciara!" he says, and puts his hand under my chin, forcing me to look him in the eye. "It's not your fault, and it hurts me that you think it is!" "why?" I ask him. "Why are you friends with me? You deserve so much better!"
"Because ciara! Because you are an amazing person! and...........And I love you Ciara" he says more gently. "I love you, as more than a friend."
I am shocked, How could Niall love me? I look into his beautiful blue eyes, and all of the sudden, he is leaning towards me. He closes his eyes, and I do the same. I feel his warm, soft lips cover mine. Our lips move perfectly together, as one. He pulls me closer, and wraps his arms around my waist. I wrap my arms around him, and It's perfect , for just this moment.
When I'm kissing him, it feels right, like it was meant to be. We finally pull away. "I love you too" I whisper and he leans in for a second kiss. His hands rub up and down my back, and all I can think about, is how lucky I am, to have a perfectly wonderful boy like him. We continue kissing, until we run out of breath.
I smile up at him, and he smiles down at me, and lightly kisses my nose. He lays back and I lay on his chest, my arms around his neck, and his arms around my waist. I rest my head on his chest and we just lie there.
"I love you" he whispers, and kisses my head. I lift up my head and lightly kiss his lips. He rubs my back for a little bit longer, then he sits up, and pecks my lips one more time. "You still up for Nemo?" he asks. I laugh, and get up off his lap, and we walk hand in hand downstairs.
I put the disc in the DVD player, then go down and sit next to Niall, who has already started on his pizza. He does that thing where he pretends to yawn, then puts his arm around me. I laugh at him. "What?" he asks. "That move is so old!" I say.
"Fine!" he says, and takes his arm out from behind my back. "How about this?" he starts shaking his arm wildly. "RANDOM ARM SPASM!!" he yells. He puts his arm around me again, and his arm stops shaking. "All better!" he says.
I burst out laughing. "I think that one is going to catch on!" I say between giggles. "I know right! It will be called The Niall arm Spasm move!" he says. I just laugh at him.
After wer'e done laughing, I start on my pizza and we watch the movie. The part comes where the barracuda comes. "No!" I cry, "Coral swim away swim away!" but of course, she isn't fast enough. I crawl into Niall's lap and fake cry into his chest.
"Aww Ciara its just a movie!" he says. "How could you say that?" I gasp pretending to be offended. He just laughs, and pats my back. I curl up and rest my head on his chest, and my eyes slowly get heavy, and close. Niall wraps his arms around me, and all I can think about is how happy I am, that I am loved by such a sweet and caring boy. He kisses the top of my head, and I drift off to sleep, perfectly happy.
Author's Note: Yay! Finally Ciara and Niall!! Sorry this chapter was really short and @prayergirl228 remember the random arm spasm thing? haha good times good times! :P
Haha so comment what you think of it, and stuff like that! Luv u guyzz!! :D kk byee!
