This Chapter is dedicated to @AnnaLovesCrayons Thanks for making me the book cover :)
And Oh my gosh you guys watch the video on the sidebar like you don't even know how badly I want to be there front row while theyre singing that song and like Oh My Gosh Niall and Louis' solos... I just.. I just cant.. and then Harry at the end.. just like AHH!! like for real you guys Theres nothing I wouldn't give to have been there. But like seriously watch it!! cause like I teared up while watching it and it might just be cuz I'm an overly emotional teenage girl, but seriously for real you guys watch it..
*Niall's POV*
I'm driving on my way to Ciara's, I swore to myself, as soon as I got home, I would go and talk to her, and if she doesn't let me in to her house, I still have a spare key. She broke up with me when I was still on X Factor, thinking she was holding me back from my dream.
The truth is, she is all I want. I would give up my dream in a heartbeat to spend the rest of my life with her. It's getting dark when I pull into her driveway. as I'm walking up her steps, my phone buzzes. I take it out of my pocket and it's from Ciara. I open the text
From: Ciara!! :) xoxo
I'm sorry.. I love you.. Goodbye.
Well that's confusing. I walk up her front steps, and knock on her door. I wait a couple seconds, and nobody answers, so I pull my spare key out of my pocket. I put the key in the lock, turn it, and push, and the door opens right up.
I walk inside, and peer in the living room, there's no one there, so I walk up the stairs, suspecting she'll be in her room. the light is on and the door is open in her room, so I just walk in, but Ciara is nowhere in sight. I'm about to go look for her somewhere else, when I turn and face the closet.
What I see, is the worst thing imaginable. I fall to my knees, and let out a cry of shock and pain. what I saw, was Ciara, eyes closed, hanging by her neck from a rope in her closet. I quickly get up off my knees, and run over to her. I untie the knot as quckly as I can, then put my arms around her.
I carry her over to her bed and set her down, and get the rope off of her neck, then put my head to her chest, there's still the faintest trace of a heartbead. I grab out my phone of my pocket and diall 999 ( A/N: its like 911, except in Ireland its 999)
They pick up on the first ring. "Hello this is 999 what is your emergency?" says a woman's voice on the other end. "I'm at (insert address here), Ciara Walsh.... she.. she tried to hang herself...and she's currently unconcious." I manage to choke out, my voice trembling.
"Ok, don't panic we're on our way." she says. I hang up the phone, and look at Ciara's frail motionless body. She already has bruises forming around her neck. The tears stream down my face. There's nothing I wouldnt give to turn back time, and have been here before she tried to do this to herself.
I lie down beside her and wrap my arms around her, trying to keep her body warm, knowing this might be the last time I get to hold her."Please Ciara, just hold on. I need you." I whimper, knowing she can't hear me.
I hear the sirens from the ambulence getting nearer, so I get up, and pick up Ciara's body bridal style, and start to carry her downstairs. I carry her downstairs then outside where the ambulance is right outside the house, and paramedics are rushing towards me.
They snatch Ciara out of my hands, strap her to a gurney, put an oxygen mask on her, and start carrying her towards the ambulance. I start running after them. They haul her into the back of the ambulance, and I get in with them.
