Forbidden Gang Love // Jelena

Chapter 27

Selena's P.O.V.

    I wiped away my last fallen tears. A deep sigh leaves my heavy chest. Once I open my eyes and realize I'm still alive I let out a frustrated scream.

    He's in my gang. He's in my fucking gang. How the fuck did that happen?! Oh right! Because of Justin. He could have just NOT jumped him in. Stupid lar jump in.

    No one knows him like I do. He's a complete jerk! He's literally made out of jerkness. Jerk organs and all, especially a jerk cold heart. He's nothing like Justin. How did I change my types so drastically?

    Justin is so sweet and humble to me. Sure he doesn't act like he is in front of other people but with me he is and I absolutely love it. Nick, on the other hand is completely the opposite of Justin. He's a fucking asshole to me. And he acts like he loves me with all his soul and would never lay a finger on me in front of other people. Complete opposite right?

    I can't believe Justin actually jumped him in! He knows how much I hate him! Maybe he doesn't know why, but he knows I just do. I have my reasons of course.

Here come the fucking tears again. Why is there any need for tears anyways?! It just shows weakness.

"Selena?"

    I quickly jump up from the ground and turn around. Anger fills my body. My heart starts racing. My blood begins to boil and I couldn't help what I do next. I raise my hand and swing at him with a closed fist.

"Selena, what the fuck?!"

    I continue to hit him as tears rush down my cheeks and screams run out my mouth. Suddenly, he grabs my wrist and pushed me up against the wall. He keeps a hold of my wrist above my head.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" He yells into my face.

"Let go of me!" I scream out a sob and try to break free from his grasp.

"No! Tell me what's wrong?!"

"Fuck you!" I cry out.

"What did I fucking do?"

"I can't believe you! Fuck you! I don't want anything to do with you!" I scream and move under him so viciously.

"Selena, look at me." He says so sweetly.

But I don't look.

"Selena Marie Gomez, look into my fucking eyes. Now."

    I slowly open my eyes and turn to see him with a hurt look on his face. My heart breaks a little. Oh my gosh, what is wrong with me?! My lip quivers as a light cry pushes pass them.

    His eyes turn a dark shade but other than that he has no emotion on his face. He releases his grip on my wrist and turns away. I didn't have a balance so I instantly fall down to the ground on my knees. I stay down, not wanting to get up and face my random explosion.

"You still love him don't you?" He asks with his back turned to me.

    I shut my eyes tight. Disappear. Everything disappear. Everything needs to disappear. Everything will disappear.

"I guess I got my answer. You don't need to speak for me to know, Selena. I'm gonna let you know right now. . . I won't deal with this shit again."

Again?

"Justin, it's not that I l-"

"Forget it, Selena."

"Forget what? Forget this or forget us?"

He takes a deep breath and says, "Forget it all." And with that he walks away.

"Justin. . ." I say so low its barely a whisper.