Forbidden Gang Love // Jelena

Chapter 33

Selena's P.O.V.

    Jose leaves wet slobby kisses on my neck as I try to focus on the TV. I'm shaking my leg with anxiety. I'm not even paying any attention to the movie or Jose. I lightly push him away but he returns back to kissing my neck. He's trying to turn me on and honestly, its all just a big turn off.

    I can't stop thinking about Demi and Justin. They've been spending a lot of time together. The first time was the beach and when Demi came back she was so ecstatic and weird. That was a week ago and they've hung out everyday since. She doesn't talk about her time with him much and, I don't like to ask. She might get suspicious if I ask her about them hanging out all the time. In general, me and her are okay, still best friends and everything but we aren't the same. We've been distance lately. I suppose I have Justin to thank for that.

    As for Justin, well, he can't even look me straight in the eye. He's back to his old player ways, anyways. I always see that prostitute, Candice, around their warehouse. My dad still has us "working" together but Jose and Demi always come along now. So we never have anytime alone. . . I know I shouldn't care because I have a boyfriend but I do.

I still love him.

That's so wrong for me to say. Its a slutty thing to say. . . isn't it?

"Jose, I'm trying to watch the movie." I say and push him away from my slobbered neck.

"What the fuck, Selena? You never want to do anything fun." He says with anger playing in his voice.

    His meaning of fun is way different than mine. He thinks anything and everything sexual is fun. To me and Justin just having even a minute alone was good enough. But, oh, not for Jose. He's a more bitter sex addict than Justin. Shocker right?!

"I'm your girlfriend not your fucking sex toy." I glare at him and cross my arms.

His mad face turns soft. "I'm sorry. . . Its just that you're so damn sexy," he smirks and goes for my neck again.

"Stop, get off of me!" I yell as i push him off the couch and stand up.

He gets up mad and grab a hold of my wrist real tight. "You listen here you little bi-"

"Hey," Demi burst in cheerful but once she sees my scared face as i try to get free from Jose's tight grip, her smile fades. "What the fuck is going on?"

He drops my wrist and gives me a cold glare. "Nothing."

    I look into his cold eyes and don't recognize the person I see. Its like suddenly his dark side took over. I don't like this side of him, not one bit. I stare at him with confusion for a while not knowing what to say nor do. I could punch the shit out of him right now and Demi would even help me. But that's not what I do. . . its not what I want to do. He's just mad. He just needs to cool off.

"Jose, leave. . . now." I whisper not breaking eye contact with him.

    His right eye almost begins to twitch. Like those crazy eye twitches you see people who have issues do. I've never seen his eye do that. Its really weird. He groans and stomps away, slamming the door on his way out. Demi puts her hands on her hips and gives me a stern look. She wants an explanation, every best friend always does.

I decide to change the subject instead. "Why did you come in so happy? What happened?"

She automatically screams happily while jumping up and down. "Guess what? Guess what? GUESS WHAT!?!"

"What?!"

"We get to kick some ass today." She smirks and wiggles her eyebrows with a laugh.

"What are you talking about now woman?" I laugh.