Forbidden Gang Love // Jelena

Chapter 41

Selena's P.O.V.

I sit in the hospital waiting room with my face in my hands. As much as I try to stop crying I can't. It's been four hours and they still won't let me through to see him. They have told me many times that they've called and informed his family. But yet no one has showed up for him so far.

I've called them all myself but no answer. No one is answering, absolutely no one. Not Demi, Pattie, or ChaCha, not even my dad. Of course, I'm suspicious and a bit worried. But I am not leaving Justin. I can't.

I have to make sure he's okay.

Finally, his doctor walks over to me. I'm quick to get up from the chair and on my feet.

"Sister, right?" He asks me with uncertainty.

I know I'm not his sister but the whole 'family only' thing gave me no other option.

"Yes," I lie.

"Very well," he nods, reading something from his clipboard. "Mr.Bieber has just been released from surgery and at the moment, all I can tell you is that he is stable."

A huge sigh of relief leaves my chest. Stable is good. . . stable is good.

"May I see him?"

"Ms.Bieber, your brother is stable. . . but he isn't breathing on his own."

"W-what?" I stutter. "If he's fucking stable, how the fuck is he not breathing on his own?!"

"Ms.Bieber, please calm down or you will be forced to leave." He whispers.

The eyes of everyone in the waiting room are now me. It feels as though their eyes are pulling at my head and shortening my breath. My knees feels weak, just as Justin always made them, like they might fail to keep me standing. Something pounds my head making it throb in pain. I take deep breaths, not wanting to faint and cause a scene.

"Selena?" A voice behind me says.

I turn around with glossy eyes and see Demi standing by the entrance of the waiting room. But she's not alone.

Behind her stands half of my family from my mom's side. My stomach feels even more uneasy, i feel the need to puke.

"Demi?"

"Selena." She rushes over to me and pulls me into a hug. "We've been looking all over for you!"

"You should try answering your phones," i murmur.

"S-Selena, w-why- how did you get here?" Her voice her shaky and so are her hands.

Suddenly, I am now confused.

"Actually . . . what are you doing here?" I ask.

Tears well up in her eyes and she looks away ashamed. My heart is now racing at the thoughts of any possibility.

"Demi," i scold. "Why are you here!?"

"I-I'm so so s-sorry," she cries out.

My best friend is crying, therefore without reason, i begin to cry as well. "Sorry for what?!"

But she doesn't answer my question. All she does is cry harder and repeat "I'm so sorry" over and over again. My aunt rushes over to her with open arms. The rest of my family walks into the waiting room. Anger fills my body.

"What happened?!" I find myself screaming.

My uncle, Dan, walks over to me with a heavy face. "Selena, you should sit down," he says in his spanish accent.

"I-I don't want to." I whisper. "Just tell me whats going on."

He looks at me with sad eyes. "Selena, your mama is dead."

Everything stops.

Including my heart.

"N-no." I shake my head repeatedly. "No she's n-not."

"Mija," he says and tries to huge but i just push him away.

"She isn't dead!"

He sighs. "I'm sorry, mija."

"SHE CAN'T BE DEAD!"

"Spiritus Album killed your mother. . ."

"WHAT?" Is all manage to say as i began to scream and sob.

Many of my family members tried to hug and calm me down but all i did was push them away. I couldn't see exactly who, as for my tears blurred my vision. I didn't want anyone near me. I felt as if the room was getting smaller each second, leaving no room for me to breath. Sobs leaving my mouth as i tried to catch my breath.

So much began to happen so quickly.

I found myself , somehow , hitting and throwing things.

My family screaming , begging me to stop.

And all i could do was fall down to my knees and cry. . . scream.

I have never felt such pain.

I had never felt so alone.

"J-jeremy did," Demi sobs. "A-and apparently their whole gang, including J-justin, was in on the attack. I-i'm so s-sorry."

I look up at her.

I could feel all my sadness and hurt turning into hatred and anger.

"This will not end like this."

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[A/N] i have a horrible memory so i always go back and skim through my old chapters and i had forgotten all about Selena's mama so i added her in this chapter.

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