Forbidden Gang Love // Jelena

Chapter 28 - Marathon 1/5

Justin's P.O.V.

    She kissed me so roughly and tenderly as moans leave her plumb lips.

Just like Selena used to kiss me.

Except this isn't Selena. Its Candice.

Even though she kisses me the same way, it doesn't feel the same.

    We pull away to catch our breaths. She grins and gets down on her knees pulling my pants down with her. She grabs my member and slowly stokes it, licking the tip. I bite down on my muffled groans.

"Do it right before I get someone else go do it," I demand.

My hand covers her hair and pushes her further onto me.

"Faster."

    I reach down and shove my fingers into her. A moan vibrates on my dick. She let's go and moves against my fingers.

She grins and moans, "Oh Justi-"

"Justin!" My mom yells from downstairs.

"Shit!" I whisper yell and push Candice away from me.

    She gasp and stands up quickly pulling down her dress as she does. She smiles and kisses my lips once more before she winks and walks out.

    I sigh and wipe my fingers. Usually I would feel such a rush and energy but now I have a funny feeling in the bottom of my stomach. Almost like guilt but I know its not guilt. Why would I have guilt?

    I may have called off mine and Selena's relationship but it was her choice too. If she had just fought for it. . . I would've seen how much she really cared. But she didn't so I walked away. She even admitted to still loving Nick. Not actually in her own words but I know she could never say it in her own words. Maybe its not guilt that fills my stomach but maybe its sadness or. . . madness.

    I walk into the kitchen and pop a cookie into my mouth. My mom shoots me a scolding look. I begin to chew and hot sensations fill my mouth.

"Hot! Hot!" I yell as I spit out the burning cookie.

"Serves you right!" She laughs and hands me a glass of water. "These cookies are for Selena and Jose."

"Mom, what the fuck? Why are you making cookies for them? For that asshole?!"

"Don't curse nor raise your voice at me," she scolds. "They went to camp Cenitorm! You should have gone too. . . then maybe you could of graduated."

"Wait they come back today?"

    I totally forgot that they come back today. Its been two weeks but feels like forever since I last seen her. I didn't say bye. . . I couldn't. I wouldn't say hi either. It doesn't seem right.

"Yes and we decided to throw them a little party at the warehouse. Lighten up the mood since yesterday. . . wasn't a good day."

    Yesterday there was a drive by on both of our hoods. It was after school. . . kids were walking home. A lot were hurt and a lot were lost. Including three of Selena's little cousins and two of mine. It was a real bad day.

It was a warning. But more of a threat.

"When is a good day?" I question.

"Hmm. . . I'll tell you what were good days," she smiles sweetly. "When you and Selena were still together. Justin, you were so much happier. I could see such a spark in your eyes and color in your cheeks. . . Hun you were in love. Lost in it I tell you."

"Were. . . not anymore. Move on from it."

"How can I let it go if you haven't even realized it yet?"

"Mom, what are you talking about?"

"I'm your mother and I can see it."

"See what? What haven't I realized?"

"That your stuck," she smiles.

"Stuck. . .?"

"Stuck deeply and madly in love with her."

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[A/N]

marathon! bc a lot of ya commented "Fish tittes."

lmao I will never get over that.