Just a Fan. ♥

Hate

It was summer, the first week of it and you had to spend it away from Harry. To be honest, it was the worst first week of summer ever. You spent most of your days watching films and hanging out with your younger sister Lindsey. You mopped around the house a lot too. About the third day into summer you decided to check your twitter. You rolled over on your bed to grab your iMac and you signed it. The @connect sign was lit up. So you clicked on it, 10,000 new followers. Your eyes got really wide: What?! How?! You went to the home button and began to scroll, there was pictures of you and harry at the airport kissing and hugging, they even had pictures of you and Haz on the rooftop from your first date. Your @connect sign was lit up again. People kept saying: You’re beautiful stay strong!

You: Stay strong?

You went back to your newsfeed and saw twitter status after status of peer hate of you. Some like: Why is Harry even with her? She’s ugly and it’s just a cover up for Larry Stylinson.

You got really upset; you started crying and went to Harry’s profile. Harry’s last updated status was a picture of you and saying I’m really going to miss seeing that face every day. ♥

You smiled weakly at the computer screen; you felt your phone vibrating it was a text.

*1 NEW TEXT FROM HARRY:

Hey babe I miss you already :) How are you? Xx

I’m okay….

What’s wrong?

Just all this hate, it hurts a lot. Like, me being a cover up for Larry Stylinson. They’re even saying mean stuff about El too. It’s really hard and I didn’t expect people to get pictures of us already on twitter.

Your phone started to ring: INCOMING CALL FROM HARRY;

You answered: Hi.

Babe, are you okay?

No: you sniffled

I’m sorry everyone is so mean. I love you with all my heart and nothing else matters.

You couldn’t help but smile: I love you too.

Your mentions were lit up again: 50 new mentions and 100 more follows. This was really overwhelming for you, you were just another Directioner. That was it, but Harry fell in love with you and you were not going to let that go.

The next 6 days were the worst; people seem to get meaner everyday when they found your twitter. You hadn’t gotten out of bed for awhile or even taken a shower. You were seeing Harry in 2 days, and you needed to get your act together. You logged onto twitter and decided to write a status: Yes I’m Harry’s girl. No I’m not a model or dancer, just, just a Directioner.

You had thousands of RT’s and Favs. People kept asking for a follow and you followed at least 200 hundred people. You decided to put up one last status: I love you @Harry_Styles I’ll see you soon then. Xx

You logged off before you could see any hate. You were tired of lying in bed so you called you friend Cameron who went to the concert with you. You wanted to go out for coffee with her like old times.

You scrolled down to your contacts and dialed her number…..

Hello

Hey Cami

Oh hi! I haven’t talked to you in such a long time!

I know I miss you! Are you doing anything today?

Of course not! I’m never doing anything!

Starbucks?

Give me an hour and I’ll be there!

ou both hung up. You got out of bed and showered. It reminded you of Harry… you missed him a lot. You eventually lay down and just cried. Why was this so hard? It was nothing like you imagined…. The hate, the time apart, how could you keep this up..?

You stopped crying and got up and shut the shower off, you when to your closet and put on a crew-neck, leggings and vans. You brow dried your hair and kept it natural. You phone rang

INCOMING CALL FROM: Cami :)

I’m here babe!

Coming!

You ran down the stairs and outside, you got into your friends car and she took off.

How are you and Harry?

You looked down: I love him and he loves me…. but this fandom can be very harsh.

Well if you love him… shouldn’t you be willing to brush the hate off and just think about you two?

You smiled at her: This is why you’re my best friend! You know exactly what to say!

She smiled: It’s my job babe!

You guys pulled up to Starbucks and ordered your coffee when you guys sat down you explained all that’s happened.

Her: AWHHH!!!!!! Why are you guys so cute?!

She said as she looked at a picture Lou took of you guys snuggled up on the couch when you hung out with all of the band and girls.

You blushed: I’m seeing him in two days! El, Danielle, Perrie, and I are flying out tomorrow!

Her: You lucky duck! Where are you guys flying too?!

You: LA! I can’t wait it’s a surprise, Haz doesn’t know!

Her: How romantic! He is going to be so happy when he sees you!

You guys continued talking about Haz and college in the fall! You were so excited for everything that was going to be happening!

NEXT DAY: You couldn’t sleep at all the night before it was 10AM and you flew out at 2PM today! You had all of your stuff packed already and you were getting ready to see the love of your life once again!

You put on the outfit you bought the other day, it was suppose to be really hot in LA, around 90 so you put on a pair of your high waisted shorts, a peach bandeau and a floral cardigan. You also bought a pair of golden braid sandals!

By the time you finished curling your hair and putting on your make-up it was 12 and you needed to drive over to El’s to get with the rest of the girls. You were all going to drive to the airport together! The only one out of everyone that could drive was you, and surprisingly you were the youngest!

You got to El’s and everyone was waiting impatiently they all threw their bags into your trunk and you drove off!

You: Hi babes! I’m so excited! I can’t sit still!

El: I know me either! Lou called me last night and was sad that it’s been so long and I was trying so hard not to sound happy, I’m rubbish at it to be completely honest.

Danielle: Oh me too, Liam skyped me and was sad. I hate lying to him!

Perrie: Me also! Oh well, we don’t have to lie any longer!

You all shrieked! You go to the airport checked your luggage and went through security! You and El have gotten pretty close so she sat next to you on the plane.

El: have you been to the US?

You: No I have never been out of the UK!

El: You are going to have so much fun!

It was a 14 hour flight, you guys would arrive at the hotel at 4AM, but you didn’t care…. You were finally going to see Harry again… Finally. ♥