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A Mistake

You looked down at the test. You didn’t know what to think you started to sigh with relief, fear, happiness, and excitement. You lay in bed and waited for Harry to come back with the groceries.

You heard the door open; you went out to the living room. Lou and El were gone and Harry was in the kitchen putting a pot of water on the stove.

You: Do you need any help babe?

He flipped his hair and looked up at you: Sure

He walked over and kissed you on the forehead and hugged you tight: I love you so much.

You felt horrible, this could ruin Harrys’ career, you may just as well be the reason One Direction breaks up. This was too much pressure. You couldn’t handle having a kid this young… you couldn’t expect to make Harry responsible for it…

You sighed: Actually, I think I’m going to call the doctor, where’s the phone book?

You went back to your room with the phone book. You called a teen pregnancy office, and scheduled an abortion.

Tears fell down your face when you hung up the phone, you didn’t want to this but this was the only way. The only way Harry and you could be happy. You walked back out to the kitchen.

Harry: So what did the doctor say?

You: I have an appointment tomorrow at 10AM.

Harry: Awh babe you should’ve done it later so I could take you.

You: No really its fine, I can handle it.

You hugged him and kissed him: Let’s make some dinner.

You felt so guilty for not telling Harry but you put on your best poker face. You smiled and laughed with Harry like you always did, but Harry knew you all too well.

Harry: Babe…. What’s troubling you?

You: What do you mean?

You asked as you ate some stew.

Harry: You know what I mean. You seem sad.

You smiled: No! I’m just really wiped out!

Harry: Okay…

He didn’t believe you...

He continued: Well, we’re leaving tomorrow night for Dallas remember that!

You got up and put yours and Harrys’ dishes away. Kissed him on the head and walked towards your guys’ bedroom.

You: I know! I’ll go finish packing.

You shut the door, and slid down on the ground and started to cry. Everything was perfect why did you have to be pregnant; why now?

You got up and started to pack up everything except the stuff you use to get ready and an outfit for tomorrow. You went to Harrys’ bag and put on one of his t-shirts. You rolled into bed when you heard Harry come in. You heard him undress and get into bed; you were facing away from him. He kissed your neck and whispered into your ear.

Harry: I love you so much Sonia Palafox Perez.

You turned and kissed him on the lips: I love you too, Harry Edward Styles.

He pulled you close and rubbed your back until you fell asleep.

8AM:

You woke up to your alarm. Harry was already gone for a radio interview. You turned on the radio in your bathroom and you jumped into the shower.

The radio show host asked the typical question, then he asked: Who here is taken?

You heard Harry first: Me

Then Liam and Louis: Us too.

Host: I knew about Louis and Liam, but Harry how long have you been with that girl?

Harry corrected him: Sonia her name is Sonia…

The host: Oh right, well how long?

Harry: Almost 3 months. The date of our Dallas concert is the 3 month.

Host: Are you doing anything special?

Harry: If I was I wouldn’t say it because I know she’s listening.

He laughed and so did everyone else. You couldn’t help not to laugh too. You listened to the rest of the interview as you got dressed in leggings, a long knitted gray sweater and your gray flats. You put your hair in a messy bun, put some mascara on, and left for the pregnancy clinic.

You walked up to the building, it looked dark and sad. You held your stomach and walked in.

You walked up to the front desk where a tall dark haired woman sat at the desk.

She looked at you: Hello Miss may I help…

You: What?

Her: Aren’t you that girl who’s…

You answered before she could finish the sentence: No.. No I’m not. I get that a lot.

She looked at you in disbelief: Well just fill out this paperwork and we’ll take you back.

You sat down and looked at all the other girls there; a lot were crying others looked so scared. You sat there and started to fill out the blanks. Tears started to roll down your face, you finished the paperwork and brought it to the lady, and she saw the expression on her face.

Her: You don’t have to do this babe.

You: But I do… I am his girlfriend.

She rubbed your arm: I know.

You started to cry: What am I suppose to do?

She looked up at you: I’ll take the paperwork back, and if your heart still wants’ you to do this, you’ll still be here waiting for me.

She went to the back room… you sat there. It was the moment of choice.