Just a Fan. ♥

The Morning After

You woke up the next morning to the sweet smell of Harry. You looked up at him, he was sound asleep, and you got up without trying to wake him.

“OWWWWWW!”

Oh my god... People weren’t kidding it hurt when you lost your virginity. You looked over to see if Harry was awake but of course not… he slept like a rock. You wobbled to the dresser to get your phone. It was 2pm, and you were exhausted this time difference was going to be hard to get used too. You wobbled out to the mini kitchen where El and Lou were sitting at the kitchen bar talking.

Louis: Mannn, you guys couldn’t keep it down could ya?!

You punched Louis in the arm: NEITHER COULD YOU AND EL. So SHUT YOUR MOUTH!

He laughed and El blushed, then you felt warm arms wrap around you: Good morning babe.

He kissed your neck: Good morning Haz

You turned around and kissed him.

Harry: Want breakfast?!

Louis: Well you know I can’t cook.

You: YESSS. I’m starving!

El: Me too! Pancakes and hmmmm BACON.

You: Yesss, Haz pleaseeeeee

Harry laughed: Well we’re out of milk and bacon. Let’s go to the store.

Harry grabbed your hand: Stop walking so fast! It hurts!

He laughed: Oh yeah I forgot. And he winked at you.

He picked you up bridal style and carried you to the elevator, he put you on your feet, and he began kissing your neck: Noooooo Harry we are NOT doing that again till I can walk properly.

He growled: Fineeee, I love you Sonia

You smiled and brought him close: I love you too.

With just your guys luck the elevator doors swung open, exposing you to hundreds of fans while you kissed, you pulled away really fast and they all started screaming. Harry put you on his back and ran to the back alley to get in his car. You saw all the fans coming around the corner but Harry took off like lightening, he was breathing so hard and you both started laughing with relief.

Once you both got to the store there was no fans in sight, all of them were outside the hotel hoping one of the boys would come out. You walked through the aisles like any normal couple would, you smiled at him and said: I love this.

Harry: Love what?

You: We’re at the store… and no one is shoving cameras in our face.

He laughed: Me too babe, me too.

You grabbed milk and Harry had the bacon, you both checked out.

Cashier: Heyyy, aren’t you one of the boys from One Direction?

Harry: No I’m sorry wrong person.

He laughed and grabbed your hand as you ran out the store: Harry why did you lie?!

Harry: She would’ve asked for pictures and an autograph. But I just want this day to be about me and you.

He kissed your hand, you leaned you head on his shoulder the rest of the way to the hotel. You guys parked in the same alley. Fans were already swarming the car. You called Paul from Harry’s phone and Harry kept honking.

You: Hey yeah Paul? We kind of need you.

Within 30 seconds Paul was down there making his way to the car, he opened up the door and Harry climbed over the seat to get out the passenger side with you. You felt girls tugging on your arms and hair, then all of the sudden you felt this sudden pain on your face. You face began to throb; you could feel it swelling you fell to the ground, you were dizzy. All you could hear was Harry screaming: LEAVE JUST LEAVE!!!

You felt him pick you up, and you were already crying hysterically. A fan had punched you; you kept your face snug into Harry’s shirt.

He was shushing you: Shhhh. I’m so sorry babe. I’m so sorry.

He kept repeating it till you got in the hotel room.

El: OH MY GOD WHAT HAPPENED?!

Harry laid you on the couch: She got hit.

He ran to the fridge and got you an icepack: Here babe.

He set it on your face: OUCH.

You managed to stop crying, you heard Lou come out of the bathroom: Oh my god Sonia what happened to you?!

You: Some fan hit me.

Lou: Did you get to see who it was Haz?

Harry: No… I wish I did. I would be having a very intense conversation with them right now. God…. I’m so sorry babe.

You saw tears fill his eyes, as he rubbed your legs: its okay….. It wasn’t your fault.

El: Babe do you want me and Lou to get you anything?

You: No! Don’t go out there or you’ll probably end up the same way.

Harry got up and went to his room. You could tell he was upset. You walked in after him.

You: Harry what’s wrong?

Harry: Everything.

You: What do you mean?

Harry: I’m the reason you got hurt, I’m the reason we can’t have a normal relationship. I have nothing to offer you. I feel horrible. I’m not a good boyfriend. I’m gone most of the time. I’m not there for you.

You: Harry, shut your mouth. You love me with all you have and that’s all I’ll ever want and need. I love you Harry. So much.

Harry got up and took your arm; he took you to the mirror: And this is a sign of my love for you?

Half your face was swollen, you eye was almost swollen shut with cuts around it. You looked awful.

Harry shook his head and turned around to sit back down.

You: Harry, JUST STOP. I wouldn’t change anything!

You kneeled down to eye level with him: What we have is special. You make me feel alive. I don’t want to lose you. I’m so afraid that if you leave I will never feel this… this… this happiness ever again in my whole life. I love you Harry, I love the relationship we have. Just don’t leave if you do I…..

He lifted you up and kissed you before you could continue: Who said I’m going anywhere?