Just a Fan. ♥

Decide

You sat at the seat as you watch her pull files in the back room. She walked back out, she looked sad that she saw you still sitting there. She waved you over to go in the back. It was cold and dark. You had mental images of what he or she could look like. Tears rolled down your face as you walked towards the room.

Receptionist: In here, the doctor will be in, in a minute. Get in your robe.

She shut the door, you looked around the room. It was empty, you held your stomach. You looked through your purse and pulled out your phone.

*1 NEW MESSAGE: Harry<3*

Hey baby, I just wanted to say I love you no matter what, tour will be over just over in a month then I have 6 months off just for you and me :) I love you so much. Xx

You started to cry.

You typed back:

No matter what?

Your phone vibrated.

No matter what :)

When are you going to be back…?

In an hour…. What’s wrong?

We need to talk.

You got up and left the office you opened the doors to the front desk and the lady smiled at you.

Receptionist: I knew I liked you.

You turned and smiled at her.

As you got a taxi back to the hotel, you felt like your stomach was in your throat… you were so nervous. What were you going to tell Harry?

You got out of the taxi and saw the tour bus on the side of the hotel… They were already back. You walked into the elevator and as the floor to your room was on was creeping closer your stomach grew tighter.

The doors opened. You got your key out of your purse and opened the door. Harry was on the couch on his phone of course. He heard the door shut and he turned towards you and smiled.

You looked at him and started to tear up.

He jumped off the couch and walked towards you: Oh my god… babe what’s wrong?! What did the doctor say…?

You: Harry sit down…

Harry sat on the couch holding your hands. You sat down and just stared at his hands.

Harry: Are you sick?

You: I didn’t go to the doctor Harry…

Harry: What? Where did you go…?

You sat in silence; he lifted up your chin. Staring straight into your eyes.

Harry: Where did you go Sonia?

You: I went…. I went to a iChoice Pregnancy Clinic…

Harry jumped up: What?!

You: Harry I’m so sorry…

Harry: You got an abortion without telling me?! Did you ever think that maybe I wanted the kid?! MAYBE THAT I WANTED TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH YOU?

He was yelling now, you sat there in shock. He kept screaming.

You: Haz… Hazza….. HARRY.

He turned to you and started to cry, he fell on his knees. You moved to the end of the couch and held his face.

You: Harry… I didn’t. I couldn’t…

He glanced up at you wiping the tears from his eyes: What?

You: Harry, I’m still pregnant.

Harry: What?

You: Yeah... I didn’t get an abortion… I just couldn’t…

Harry got up and held your hands again: Why did you want to?

You: I just felt like it would ruin everything for you… I just.

Harry put his hand on your lips: Sonia no no no. Babe, how can you ever think that, this is a miracle. You’re a miracle. Don’t ever think this baby was a mistake. I love you both.

He laughed and hugged you. He pulled back and looked you in the eyes: OH MY GOD WE HAVING A BABY!

You both started laughing.

He rubbed your stomach: How are you doing in there squirt?

He kissed your stomach.

He looked up at you: I love you.

You kissed him: I love you too.