Just a Fan. ♥

Torn

You spent the day at Harry's house mopping about. You went to his closet and slid on one of his shirts that were way too big for you but you didn't care. You laid in his bed and smelt his shirt; you loved the smell of his shirt. You even thought you loved him.... did he mean what he said that night about you being "the one"? If he did would he try to make this relationship work? You began thinking of all the possibilities as you fell into a deep sleep.

3pm: Your phone buzzed, it woke you up and you rolled over and checked it.

*1 NEW MESSAGE: Harry ♥*

Hey beautiful :) I'll be by to pick you up in two hours. P.S. I love you. Xx

Your jaw dropped: Oh my god.....

You smiled at your phone for literally 5 minutes straight.

You typed back: I love you too, more than you will ever know. ♥

Harry: :) be there soon babe. Xx

You hopped out of his bed and went in the shower. When you got out you wrapped the towel around you went out to your bag and pulled out a pair of skinny jeans, a gray knitted sweater and your favorite gray converse. You got dressed and blow dried your hair, your hair was naturally wavy, so you kept it as it was. You finished by putting mascara on.

4:50

Your phone was buzzing:

Harry ♥

Calling.....

You answered: Hey hun!

Harry: I’m outside babe!

You: Okay be there in a second!

You ran outside to his car, you got in leaned over and kissed him.

Harry: You look beautiful... as always.

You smiled: You cheeky boy

You leaned over and kissed is cheek. He started driving it was an hour drive to Louis. Everyone was meeting there, you've never properly met any of the boys and on top of that Danielle and Eleanor were going to be there! You were beyond nervous!

You: Haz??

Harry: Yeah babe?

He grabbed your hand.

You: What if they don't like me...?

Harry pulled over and looked into your eyes: Sonia they will love you! There is no way they couldn't I mean I do.

He grabbed your face and kissed you: Okay?

You: Okay.

You grabbed his hand and continued driving. You were finally there you started to shake.

Harry: Oh my goodness babe, don't worry! They will like you!

You both walked up to Louis door and you walked in. Everyone was sitting down. Liam with Danielle on a love sofa. Louis and El were on the ground. Zayn and Perrie on another couch, and Niall with his food in a chair. They were all staring back at you.

Harry: Guys, I'd like to introduce you to (y/n). My girlf...

He looked over at you before he finished the sentence; you looked up at him and nodded.

Harry cleared his throat: My girlfriend.

El: Welcome to the gang love!

You smiled: Thanks

Danielle: She is gorgeous Harry

Harry: I know

He looked at you and smiled. You all sat around and talked for hours. The night was close to ending Louis had a room set up in the back for you and Haz.

At 1AM you guys all turned in, you and Haz said goodnight and went to the back room. You stripped down to your bra and underwear and Harry was in his boxers. You guys climbed into bed.

Harry: Goodnight, I love you

You: Harry what are we going to do?

He sat up: What do you mean?

You sat up as well: I mean, what are we going to do you're going to be on tour for 2 months. Where is this going...?

Harry looked you in the eyes: Sonia I want you be mine. I want you, I know it's going to be hard and I have nothing special to offer you. Just please stay please...

You shushed him: I'm not going anywhere.

You kissed him and you both laid down and fell asleep, deep down inside you were torn.