Girl power // Sizzy

Chapter 9.

Saturday had arrived all too fast and
I was on the edge of drowning in my own anxiety as I made my way down the street to Simon's house. The two of us began talking/texting at school a lot more after Simon wanted me to show him around town and I haven't been this happy in a awful long time. Simon makes me feel good about my life and I can proudly say that I have begun to like him a lot. I never really thought that I would be the kind of a person who would ever fall for a guy almost immediately, especially since
I do not have a good experience with guys at my school, but Simon is way more different then the others. He's treating me like I'm a person instead of some skinny barbie doll like every other guy at out school. Simon really wants to get to know me and not just get into my pants and I really do like him for that. Oh well, it took me way too long to walk to Simon's house as
I kept turning around, wanting to go back home and pretend like this day never happened, but I didn't. Fine, I was anxious about the situation, but that does not mean that I would diss Simon and go home and cry to mom.
God, I'm rambling, aren't I? Great, I sound like one of these teenage girls with huge crushes on the new guy at school, which I totally am. Anyways, when I finally reached Simon's little house, I rang the doorbell and really tried my very best to not look all too nervous and when the door opened, Simon smiled brightly at me and all
I wanted to do was scream out loud. Simon was dressed in a pair of jeans that were slightly ripped and he had
shirt on that was hidden by a flannel that looked amazing on him. All you guys need to know is that Simon did look great. He did not even wear his glasses that I noticed about him as I met him for the first time, but it did not matter. He still looked cute. We stared for each other for a while and
I knew that the situation would turn out pretty awkward if neither one of us would say something, but I could not care less. I was just so excited to spend the day with Simon. It is a lot easier to get to know him when I do not have to worry about stupid guys like Meliorn coming and destroying everything by making me look like a damn fool. God, I hate him so much.
- Hi, Izzy. You look nice, Simon said as he pulled me in for a amazing hug
- You look very nice too, Simon. I do like your sense of fashion, I said and felt how I started blushing like crazy
Simon said a pretty quick farewell to a person in the house (his mum) and thereafter we started walking side by side. I was still nervous but I did not feel like throwing up anymore which
I guess was a very good sign. Both of us kept walking for a while and even though I tried to not think about it, I really wanted to grab his hand, but it was all to mo risky. I mean I have no idea if he likes me that way and if he does not that would have been awful and awkward and then I would want to crawl in a whole and stay there. It wasn't until Simon and I reached the bigger part of our town that I started
to show him around and and let him know a few tips and tricks that some day will help him get around easier.
- It's very beautiful here, Simon said as we passed the big outdoor cinema
- I'm glad you like it, I answered and could not help but smile wide at him
- I mean, it might take some time to get used to it all, but I think that we will settle down perfect, Simon said
The two of us reached the park after some more walking and Simon said that he wanted to sit down for some time and watch the nature. I did not mind at all so I just sat down beside him and watched the landscape that
a lot of us take for granted. It's been
a long time since I just sat down and appreciated the nature, but I'm glad that Simon wanted to do it because I have always found it so relaxing and peaceful. Like I said, we really don't appreciate the landscape as much as we should do especially in times like this when the weather is wonderful.
- Thanks for showing me around. It has been very fun, Simon said as he pressed a kiss against my red cheek
- I had fun too, I said and smiled big
- We should do this again, if you do not mind of course, Simon said and this time it was Simon who blushed
- Agree

// TBC \\

Guys, I'm so sorry that I have not updated in ages. I have had so many things to do and when
I finally have been free, I have been so freaking tried😭 I'm in the middle of something big
and it truly makes me so damn exhausted. Please forgive me

-Mathilda