War Is Pain And Love (TomTord) *Story Has Officially Discontinued*

Tears

Tom POV:

I woke up with something warm on me. I opened my eyes fully opened and I saw Tord's leg on me with him snoring . I smiled . I pulled his leg off slowly ands got up ."shit" I whispered holding my stomach , the sudden realization of me being here hit me like a rock.
Why the hell and I smiling that bitch hurt me ,took me away from my only friends , controlling the world and he is in my fucking bed. What is happening . I walked into the bathroom closing the door , went into the cabinet and took some painkillers . I put the toilet seat down and just sat down ..,thinking .
Why is he here , he should be dead . is this a dream , I'm trapped here I can't go home I can't see the stars or the sun , I can't feel the breeze , snow or rain no more . my life is hell I am trapped and can't do nothing about it.
I held my hands to my face , with warms tears falling . one hand moved slowly to my stomach holding it in pain .why am I here . my grip on my stomach got tighter .I need help. I gripped my face tighter leaving marks for sure.one of my stitches popped off ,cutting my stomach even more . I fell on the floor in a ball .crying like I haven't in years in pain mentally and physically . why can't I just die, STOPP FUCKING FIXING ME. Stop time . no one hears me I'm alone in the dark going to die in the army .I gripped on my hair pulling it back from all the stress . all the events that happened in a spam of four days.

Tord POV:

I woke up slowly putting my hand out to feel tom but he wasn't there . I sat up in panick and looked around . he wasn't there I looked towards the bathroom and the light was on . I got out of bed walking towards the door."tom"I called out still walking toward the bathroom ,when I made it to the bathroom I grabbed the door knob and opened it .
Tom was on the floor ,sobbing . I ran to him and kneeled on the floor.
"Tom!! Are you OK"I said worried.
"Get the fuck a-away from me" he said in a low tone ,trying to push me away . I couldn't help seeing tom like this , why was he like this he was happy a couple of hours ago. . I pulled him up and gave him a hug , putting my head in his neck , rubbing his back to make him calm down. He hugged back crying into my shoulder but I didn't mind.
"W-why did you take me away from them , I don't want to be here, tord just f-fucking kill me "tom managed to say and it broke my heart to hear that why would he say that. Why did I take him I could of just let him go, I hurt him.
"I'm sorry I don't know what came over me but ........you can't go back" regretting every word I said .he pulled back and just stared at me , with no emotion the tears stopped, in one quick move he punched me in my face I fell back on the floor holding my cheek.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN I CANT GO BACK!" He yelled wincing a little in pain.tears came back but not from sadness from anger. And I totally understood why he felt like this my parents forced me to be a leader when I didn't want to , now look at me.
"You can't go back tom, you joined the army and that is that".
"YOU FUCKING FORCED ME TO JOIN YOU SACK SHIT, HAH I SHOULD OF LET YOU KILL ME!"He said standing up pulling his hair back laughing like a maniac . it scared me to see him like this .I stood up and put my hand on his shoulder but he just pushed it off.
"Don't fucking touch me , you had that chance before I fucking realized who you really are" tears spilled from his eyes . black tears. what did he mean? This had to stop ...now.
"Thomas, that is enough"I said sternly.
"No no no I'm not don-" I cut him off with a tight hug. All his movements stopped he got quiet and heavy . he passed out , probably from all the crying . I carried him to his bed and tucked him in .
"Oh tom .... What have I done" I stared at him . he looked so peacefully and a little cute . what the hell he just had a mental break down and you called him cute? . I sighed and just stared at him . he is clueless I don't know about what but he is.
"I'll see you in five hours for our peace meeting tom"I know he could not hear me but I just said it and with that I walked out to my office to do some papers.

Next chapter get hot!!!! Sry for short chapters I try to make them long . and my boy tom is a sleeper woo. Seeya later my tordies.