War Is Pain And Love (TomTord) *Story Has Officially Discontinued*

Bi-polar

Tom pov:

  Tord left to get us breakfast . but he is acting really strange . he is never nice to me , pfft properly just pitting me cause of my surgery . but once I recover he would hate me again and I would to  .  what a bitch . I'm not even hungry even though now that I think of it I haven't ate in a long time . why am I here , why couldn't he just let me run back , why did he even go to the store .why won't he let me be happy .be with my friends.  Edd....Matt . oh god they properly think I'm dead .......hmm do they care that I'm gone .does anybody care bout me . my heart used to be black but I still had one before but now I have no more heart . it is gone . no emotions , no pain , no love , no hunger, just numb  . my thoughts kept on hurting me ,they kept on going , there not stopping. Help . I put my head in my hands .
    "Tommie ,  what is today?"
   "Today is February 13, 2050"
Wow it has been so long ago when we all were happy . trips everyday and smiles all the way . we were so clueless . ugh . I hate my life . why can't I be in a alternative universe , were I'm happy , with normal eyes and normal friends not people who would ruin the world . worthless . I heard the door open and saw tord walk in with two trays in his hand . he was smiling .  why the fuck is he smiling . I got nervous all of a sudden I don't know why . he gave me the tray and sat in my bed , he turned the t.v on and started to eat .
    "Your not gonna eat?" He said in without even looking at me.
    "I uh ......" I couldn't respond . he then looked at me swallowing his food.
  "Tom your sad . your eyes are blue , what going on with you?" He said it like it was my fault  .
  "I'm i-i just not in the mood.....OK"
  "I don't care , your gonna eat . you haven't ate in weeks " . he scooted closer to me . he was right I didn't eat but I wasn't hungry . he grabbed my ( dick) spoon . he used the spoon to pick up some food and he put the spoon towards my face . what is he doing . why is he being so fucking nice? .
" why the fuck is he treating me like this !!!" My mouth immediately closed realizing I said it out loud . he put the spoon down and just stared at me . he scooted closer but I scooted away .
  "Thomas.... What wrong , what I'm I doing wrong ?"
  "Everything tord!! Everything is wrong !! I'm not supposed to be here I'm supposed to be with Edd and matt not with you!!" He looked offended a little , he looked hurt . did I hurt him ..... Hah classic! . but I'm still sad, angry . I have to let it all go .
   " WHY THE HELL DID YOU TAKE ME AWAY  . ......I was at least a little happy before you came along" i lowered my voice towards the last part .my eyes turned yellow . what does that mean . cause all I feel is pain and hurt ....wait hah I don't feel shit.
   "Tom , what wrong with you !! You were way happier before now your acting like a bitch !! Are you bipolar or someshit!!" He yelled angrily  putting his tray down. that is it . I stood up
  "IM NOT HAPPY , CAUSE YOUR FUCKING ALIVE , IM NOT HAPPY ANYMORE KNOWING YOU TOOK ME . I DONT NEED YOUR VISION  SEEKER . I WOULD RATHER NOT SEE YOU THAN ANYTHING . YOUR PLANNING SOMETHING  THAT WHY YOUR ACTING ALL HAPPY AND SHIT . THAT IS WHAT YOU DID TO EDD AND MATT BUT IM NOT LETTING YOU HURT ME AGAIN!!" my eyes turned red . hurt me again . I picked up my tray and slammed it on the floor .food spilled everywhere and dirtied the floor . he stood up too. Shit .
  "Thomas!! Your right . I took you to USE YOU . your worthless , useless tom . hah..your just an experiment not even a real person .why can't you be more like Edd and Matt . your way better when your happy than acting like a total shit head! " he is right . eyes turned to a light blue.  He is right . he is right . I threw a tantrum out of no where . I have problems . I'm worse than tord . black tears . he is right .
  "Your right" I whispered and left the room . not knowing where I was going I just wanted to be away from him . from people . from society.

Tord POV :

   What the fuck just happened . we were fine like an hour ago . I runned my fingers through my hair staring at the mess ., poor tom ,I didn't mean anything I said . but did he mean what he said to me . it really hurt I have no idea why but it just did . I sat on the edge the bed . lost in my thoughts ..until the t.v caught my attention . was it on the whole time . it was the news . a lady with blonde hair and green eyes .
  "Good morning . welcome to the one year anneversery of the appocolypse . as you know we interview people on the daily asking how they feel and we have two. Special guest . who apparently know who this red leader is "
Who knows me? A man in a dirty green hoodie and a black overcoat was shown . along with a ginger with a messed up eye and chin wearing a purple hoodie dirty also . wait ......Edd .....Matt . then they started to speak.
   "Hello , my fellow survivors . me and my friend just want to say a couple things . a good friend of mine was taken . we may have an idea who it is , judging by a trankilizer We found were my friend disappeared . it belongs to the red army . or the red leader and looky here!! We know who it is  . so I have a message for him .
You may think your strong but when you see us again . yoiur will hide like a baby . we will rip your heart out of your mouth and shoot you in the head . watch your back . were coming sooner thank you think. Good luck !" Edd finished off the interview and Matt had a view things to say too.
  "Listen , if you give us Thomas we won't hurt your precious army , don't think that we can't. We have been stressed and planning to get you back . hahhaha welcome home tord " then the news turned off . what the fuck is going on . how the hell are they so ...threatening. Especially Edd. I can't tell tom about this . wait where did tom go. Guess I got to find him.

Hoped you enjoyed this . 1123 . I happy I got a chance to mention Edd and Matt in this .