War Is Pain And Love (TomTord) *Story Has Officially Discontinued*

Confessions

Tord POV

    I was out eating when thomas just busted in the cafeteria and yelled for me to go outside . I got pretty upset of his entrance . who does he think he is ?I slammed my tray on the table making my food fall off and got up walking out getting angry by the second . the walk to my office was intense . Thomas black eyes and serious look on his face and my angry and pissed off attitude flowing through the air was not a good combination and I have a feeling it would get worse once inside thee office . he stood by the door waiting for me to open it with my card and I did . I swiped the card in the slot and it made a beep sound . I pushed opened the door and we both went inside the door slamming shut behind us . (this shit about to go down) . I stood in front of the door waiting to get an explanation and oh hell.....I sure did .

   "tord , ...........WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!" tom yelled. I was confused .
    "Thomas , what are you talking about?" His eyes just got darker black . is that even possible? He just started to laugh walking closer .
     "Haha ....,you got to be kidding me! You! .....YOU! YOU HURT EVERYBODY I LOVE .....WHY DO YOU ONLY HURT THE PEOPLE I CARE FOR! NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH MY HURT FRIENDS ..PROBERLY GONE FOREVER AND MY BROKEN LOVER!!"
     Wait , did he say lover? Who is his lover?!. That doesn't matter ...for now . He got closer pointing at me with the same black eyes .. They reminded me of his old eyes ..nice memories .
     "Thomas ,for your information I don't only hurt the people you love! I hurt everybody so they can be the best! And I don't know who your lover is!! But that person is in the army ready to be broken!! Do you understand that me!"
   He didn't do nothing , he stood in place not saying a word until he had something to say.
    "Then why ever since the newbies came , and I find someone I like .... You decide to change things up! And beat them all up . tord I know you .... You only do that to release anger . I don't know why your angry but you need to drop it! Your a leader for god sake!!! You can't be having tantrums!" He yelled throwing his arms in the air violently.
   He was right I was mad but I didn't know why .. One day I saw tom getting close to someone and then boom I got angry , mad , pissed off ..........sad .
   "Tom , I'm the red leader ..I wouldn't really let people talk to me like this but I guess I disserve being he yelled at like a child cause I was acting like one . I will try to change the newbies training back to normal and release anger a different way ."     
I can't believed I apologized . me and tom never got along and when we fought in ended in a fight but I guess since were in an army we are a little more mature .... Especially tom .

     "Good.. And just to let you know I'm starting work tommorow .. So I will be attending with you in meetings .,.making your schedules and I guess whatever you want me to do , right?"
    "*sighs* yes I guess..." I was still concerned about the lover thing ...was he lying ....is it just a crush he has .... On who though . I have to ask .  I saw tom opening the door about to walk out
    "Wait tom!" I yelled getting his attention.
    "Yeah"
    "Who is your lover?" He smiled and his eyes turned soft pink . it was amazing how quick they changed ........
     "Jake R." And then he left .....it was amazing how quick his eyes changed but not amazing of how they didn't change that way for me... My heart hurts every to e he mentioned that name . I just want him dead! So tom can focus on the bigger picture . I get sad and alone when he is not with me but since he is starting to work he gonna be around for quite some time...... I couldn't help but smirk .. He will be all mines not Jakes . I can't believe this is happening but ever since tom came I can't bare to see him with someone else . I think I might just

Love him

Hope you like this confusing chapter . I was not motivated today to do this but it is for you guys not for me . well get ready for a new chapter with a new POV.......