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Al FAZAL is the most UNWANTED school in my life

That school made my brother and sister and cousins lose there temper easily they used to be nice sweet and caring until that very FATEFULL day

THE WHOLE F****** CLASS TEAMED UP AGAINST MY BROTHER AND COUSIN AND THREW A CHAIR AT (FAKE)JAKE AND PUSHED A F****** TABLE AT  (FAKE)JAMES MY COUSIN

While me,

TRIED TO CHOKE ME AND
STAB ME
THEY CUT MY HAIR
THEY MADE ME FEEL MISERABLE
IF I TELL MY PARENTS
THEY WILL HURT MY YOUNGER COUSIN
AMY(FAKE)
I TRIED SO F****** HARD TO BEAR WITH IT
I STAYED THERE FOR 8 F****** MISERABLE YEARS THERE
I DO NOT RECOMMEND
IM SURPRISED THAT THEYRE STILL STANDING

Whole DAMN school teamed up against me

ME A F****** LONER
FRIENDS LEFT
FAMILY LEFT
NOTHING LEFT
NO ONE STOOD UP FOR ME
NO ONE
I HATE THAT PLACE
I WAKE UP EVERY SINGLE NIGHT FEELING WET TEARS ON MY FACE
IT HURTS
I CANT F****** LET GO OF MY F****** PAST
I DONT F******* WHY
I RELIVE IT EVERY NIGHT

me and my family talk to each other

I felt pressured

They tried to hurt my family....
Just because of me not doing anything....
They promised...
They said they won't mess with them...
But....
They did...
Me, James, Jake, Amy suffered










For Jake 6 years

For James 7 years

For Amy 5 years

For Me
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8 F****** years

They threatened me even
They said if I told them my friends
They will make their life miserable too
And it will be all MY fault

Am I weak?
Am I stupid?
Am I selfish?
Am I greedy?
Am I awful?
Am I worthless?
Am I a mistake?
Am I ......










USELESS?












Think about the words you say.....

It'll lead to.....








DEPRESSION









ANXIETY







INSOMNIA












MENTAL-DISORDER


AND....



















SUICIDAL












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