Satin
I groaned as my stomach started to cramp like hell. My head was pounding, my stomach was cramping and in between my thighs was throbbing vigorously. I started to sob on the floor as I thought about what I already knew happened to me while I was unconscious. It was clear I had been raped, stripped of my innocence and for what? I don't fucking know. I curled up in a ball against my floor feeling wetness in between my legs. My head started to hurt even more as my cries grew louder and my screams grew more filled with agony. My stomach was on fire and I felt so broken. I laid there bare and bleeding trying to wrap my head around what just happened.
" Fuck! " I screamed out to no one. I slammed my fist down onto the ground upset at how weak I was. I could've held my own better. Like hell, it was two niggas. Two niggas, one of them I knew for sure. I pulled myself up, slipping in my blood a little and man was it a lot. As I stood, a fiery sensation shot through my legs, into my core causing me to double over in pain. I breathed slow and steady feeling tears well up in my eyes. I raised back up crying a little and went to turn on my light. I closed my door gently and looked at my room. Besides the large pool of spread around blood in the middle of my floor, it looked normal. I could feel more blood trickling down my leg as I stood with my hand on the wall. My phone rung loudly causing me to jump. It was Jahseh's ringtone and I dared to answer it. I shook my head and limped to my bathroom to take a shower. The shower was long and hot. A lot of vigorous scrubbing and a lot of ugly cries. I left the shower throwing on the same t shirt as before with a pair of sweats. I had stopped bleeding but my stomach and private area still felt like shit. I look the ripped pair of leggings from my floor and tried to sop up all the blood on my floor. I can't believe that all came from me. Five years ago doing this would've made me gag but cutting prepared my mind for a sight like this. Three large towels later, the blood was gone but the irony smell of it wasn't. I opened my window and turned on the ceiling fan. Spraying some air freshener helped a little but there was still a faint smell of blood from the towels maybe. I would wash those in the morning. I didn't really want to leave my room, someone else would jump out and maybe kill me this time. That didn't sound too bad at the moment though. I struggled to get in my bed as my legs were burning from someone forcing their self into me like I was some type of whore. My phone blared again and I silenced it seeing Jahseh's name across my screen. It was 8:27 and I had 18 missed calls, all from him, and 25 texts, from him as well. I didn't want to talk. I only wished they would've just taken me with them when I asked.
Jahseh
" If I go broke then Ima bool with my tool. You pull yo shit, I pull my shit and let em duel. This ain't no dream bitch this ain't no Planet Drool. Don't be a fool. Just let me bool. " I rapped away from my mic along with Ski. Our first concert was tonight and it was hectic. We were stage diving, drenched the hell out of the crowd and we gave them hella energy. It was pretty lit for the first show.
" Roll away, the summer time don't await for me. If I ever break them, fuck them. Bitch fuck the state. Then baby sit down, sit down. " I said strolling across the stage slowly. The female voices in the crowd overpowering the male. The track ended and about six songs and a mosh pit later we on our way back to our hotels.
" Vro did you see her tiddies? " Ski asked with wide eyes and his hands raised up to his chest as if he had a pair of jugs of his own. I burst out laughing pointing at the face he mad as he mumbled ' sheesh '. Ski used to have dumb nude Hentai posters around his room and it was honestly heavenly.
" She was a bald head bitch though. " Craig said bummed out that she was a baldie. It wasn't like she would give any of them the time of day. They acted like animals when she raised her shirt up to show us her boobs.
" You a bald bitch Craig. " I said reaching up to the front seat to slap the back of his head as he drove. He swerved the car a little tryna to dodge me causing all of us to fly to one side to f the Sprinter.
" What the fuck Xen?! " WiFi yelled sweeping curls from out his face. He was down on the floor in the very back looking like a five year old. He should really do something with his hair.
" Yo X, keep your ass back there. I'm driving! " Craig said making me laugh and fall back into my seat. We made it back to the hotel and I noticed I still haven't heard from Satin. It was going on 11:30. I called her once we made it to the room and of course she didn't answer. I blew my breath and tossed my phone on the bed. I actually believe she was upset with me for not bringing her. Why else would she be ignoring me?
This chapters mad short but another long chapter next. Last chapter was over 5000 words! I really outdid myself. Are y'all liking it? I can't tell🤭 No votes or comments *cough cough*
LongLiveJah, I love you forever🖤
