Chasity
I was in my room blasting old music from Lil Herbo, LA Capone, Chief Keef and any other artists I could remember from Chicago. It was a time and age that was golden and we'll never get back. I become the biggest bird when 'Six Double 0 Part 2' plays. Bible.Jah & I planned a date night for tonight and I'm extremely excited. I'm hoping that this spices up our relationship because all we ever really have time for is sleeping in the same bed between me managing Saks and him holding down Saint's business. I just want that bushy browed nigga to come home so I can have my man back. I can't even sweat him the way I want to because of this shit. Shit, even Nav finds times to hang around Sabre and her daughter. To my knowledge they out here doing the same shit.
Whenever I FaceTime him he's " In the trap" or " Busy counting money". I never recall Ambrosine ever dealing with this. This nigga working ten times harder than Saint ever did and it's annoying me.
" You ready baby?!" Jah yelled through the music causing me to turn it down.
" Yeah."
" Wipe that frown off your face shawty"
I did a fake cheese smile and he shook his head at me.
"Babe where are we going?" I spoke softly.
" Bar hopping" He spoke.
" What!?" It was no way in hell I was looking this fine to go from bar to bar when we could've popped bottles in the crib. This was definitely not my idea of 'spicing things up'.
" We're going to Ruth Chris calm down crazy, you always on ten bring it down to a two. You prettier when you quiet" He laughed causing me to playfully hit his arm and join in.
" See you later Audi!" I spoke knocking on her door before opening it. She was laying under the cool air with Logan hugging on her tummy sleep. It was starting to poke out and any chance I got I was kissing her bump since Saint left her.
I gathered my last few things to throw into my purse and headed towards his BMW.
I knew this car ride would be lengthy. I sighed being in the mood to eat something quickly.
" You good Chasity?" He filled the silence.
"Yes Jah"
" Mmm"
"Mmm what? Don't blow mine"
" You been actin' real strange like you mad at me or some shit"
" I couldn't tell if you noticed or not because you're always playing the trap"
" So I can eat, yeah."
" You always been eating though so let's not even do all that." I sighed at his excuse
" Yeah because I'm working, shit don't get handed to you in life. Gotta go grab it. You should know"
" What's that supposed to mean?"
"Not everybody wins half a million in a lawsuit."
" When did I ever disclose that with you!?" My eyes widened.
" You didn't disclose that with me but you also leave shit lying around freely as if you don't care who knows. Be mindful of your things."
"So you were snooping?"
" I guess shawty call it what you want—nobody wants your money though so I don't see why you had to go and hide it from your man. I'm the last nigga on this earth that would ask you for anything. You know I don't feel right asking no female for nothing period. My own mother and father was barely dependable my whole childhood so I get it on my own which is why you barely see me. Let's just enjoy the time we do have together though and get into this another time."