Chapter Nineteen: Who Are You?

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I laid on my bed, my stomach touching the soft comforter while my chin rests in my left hand. My feet were up in the air, swinging around randomly out of boredom as I waited for my mom to be ready to go to my doctors appointment. Realizing it would take a while, I grabbed my phone with my free hand. After I unlocked it, I went into the messages app with a smile on my face. My thumb quickly chose the person I always want to talk to.

HAY

FUCK

*JAY

the fact that you just said the f word is not ok

Pft what am I? 5?

Yes

Yes you are

Well then that makes you 4

HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU? IM OLDER THAN YOU

Won't believe it till I see it

You know what, fuck you

Gladly ;)

What? Is the Mia Rose flirting with me?

Maybe ;)

Lol no jk, you're ugly kid

I was hurt by that comment until I realized you don't know what I look like

Or do I?

You don't

How do you know?

Cuz if you did, you wouldn't be talking to me right now

Wow you must've really been a jerk to me when I knew you

I was

I just can't imagine it tho

You're so nice, funny, and sweet I just can't see you being otherwise

I made a mistake

We all do

What exactly did you do jay?

Classified

I could feel the frustration build up inside of me. I was getting tired of it- my curiosity was getting the best of me.

No

Stop shutting me out Jay, we've been talking for five months now. Did you realize that? We started talking in September and now it's February. I deserve to know. Who are you?

Not now Mia

That's what you always say

Mia please, I don't wanna fight, especially with you

I took a deep breath, held it, and then let it out slowly. I could feel my anger fade away as I closed my eyes. Reopening them, I started typing again.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get so.. idek. It was wrong of me

It's ok, I understand. I know it must be frustrating

Let's just put this behind us?

Yeah, I'd like that 

Anyways- back to what I was gonna tell you when I first texted you but autocorrect got the best of me

MY BACK HURTS LIKE A MOTHER TRUCKER

Mmmmm that sounds like a you problem, not a me problem

And just like that, our conversation turned back to normal. No more anger, no more frustration, no more prying. Just two best friends, joking around like they always do. I smiled to myself at this fact.

Why must you be so mean?

Cuz you like it rough ;)

BAHAHAHA IM SO SORRY FOR SAYING THAT

How'd you know?

Uh what?

WHO TOLD YOU ABOUT MY KINKY SIDE?

MIA I WAS JUST KIDDING

WAIT WHAT? YOU HAVE A KINKY SIDE?? PLZ LORD LET ME WITNESS IT ONE DAY

Absolutely not

Plus I was just kidding, don't get a boner

Too late

Are you serious?

🤷🏻‍♂️

Oh my god

I'm just messin with ya lmaoo

oh boi

Big boi?

Why is this convo so dirty today?

Don't you like it dirty? ;)

I'm leaving

NOOOOO MIA IM SORRY

nope

See ya

I'm gone

:((

Don't leave me plz

I actually have to go tho

I'm leaving for a doctors appointment so I'll text you in a little

Alright, see ya, ILL MISS YOU SWEETIEEEEE

I just rolled my eyes but goodbye!!

I shut off my phone and placed it in the back pocket of my dark ripped jeans. My mom called for me from downstairs, letting me know we'll be leaving in five minutes.

I smiled a little, thinking of Jay before it faded. My curiosity grew everytime we talked- which was very often. Two questions always flew around my head, causing confusion and curiosity amongst me. Who is Jay and what did he do to me back when I actually knew him?

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Pretty happy with this chapter. Next chapter though, holy shit. Kick me hard and call me honey lavender cause that shit is a tear jerker. I cried ngl but that's just because I wrote it when I was in a shitty mood lmao.

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