will you love me like i do ?

chapter 13 : death

Previously ...

Y/n p.o.v

The last thing i knew everything went black.....

Now..

Eren p.o.v

The last thing  i heard was someone shouting my name before i wass pushed aside. I landed on a tree with  a thud followed by y/n covered in blood. My eyess went big , my body startedd shaking as i pushed myself closer towards her . " y/n... " i said reaching for her hand. Myy body was covered with titan blood but shes covered in her own blood. Her legs .. gone... her whole body covered with blood...

Tears  begin to stream down my face as i tried waking her up.. " y/n... wake up... you cant do thiss.. wake up.." i said pulling her hands . Pushing myself further up towards with a hiss of pain i managed to bring my self close enough towards her.

My hands tremble as i carried her head and placed it on my laps.

"Y/n.. its not over yet..  you hear me ? Its not over yet.. you need to wake up ! We need you , i need you..... levi... needs you .. im sorry for not llistening to you.. im sorry ... im ssorry... please just dont do this .. dont die .. we need you. Who will hug me to ease my pain ? Who will spar with me ? Who will knock my head if i say something silly . Please... wake up.... dont die... just dont ... id trade my life for you if i can. Just dont... " i said and started to break down. Its all my fault . I did this to her. If only she didnt come after me she wouldnt be here lying dead .

" Eren!" Armin's voice llingered behind me. Mikasa stood in front of me and stared at y/n's death body. " is she.. dead ? " mikasa asked in a low voice. Armin started shaking beside me as he started to tear up.

" we got no time to cry. She died for us  .... for you especially Eren. Y/n was a brave warrior .. a good friend. We should complete her duty for her . That must have been her last wish.. for us to be happy .. not to cry like a baby now stop .. both of you. Lets bury her around here and lets go." Mikasa said then jumping of the tree.

Both Armin and i wiped our tears and brought her body down and buried it. We stood there beside the grave and stared at it for a long  time thinking why did it end up like this . Its all my fault.. how am i going to face coperal levi ? His going to be mad.

(Timeskip)

We took our horses and rode in silence until we reached the silence.

Levi was the first to approach us.
" wheres y/n ?" He asked

" shes dead " mikasa answered coldly

"We buried her inside the woods if you want to find her go on. We dont care anymore. " mikasa continued

Levi's eyes went big as he pulled me down from my horse and pulled me to his.

" bring me to her " levi whispered . I could swear i  heard his voice crack.

" i want to see her.. i need to see her... just dont quesstion me just... just go.. " levi said.

I nodded my head and rode the horse back into the woods.

I want to tell him badly so badly that shes gone. And she will never be back.. shes just ..... dead....