will you love me like i do ?

chapter 18 : the truth revealed

Y/n p.o.v

The next morning i woke up in levis arms. He wasnt awake being a slimy idiot i am managed to slip of his grip.

I walked around the hall trying to regain my memories. The last thing i remember was a titan coming after me . The next thing i dont remember what happened.

" y/n. Its quite early for you to be up " a voice asked behind me . Looking behind there stood Erwin looking at me with his serious face.

"I just happen to wake up Erwin. I couldnt sleep. " i said

" do you remember anything that happened three weeks ago ?" He asked

" three weeks ? Its been that long ive been knocked out ? " i asked

" you were dead y/n. Three weeks ago when you wanted to save Eren a titan grabed you and threw you at a tree. It was an instant death because your head knocked the trees sharp point. When levi presisted on seeing you . He barely escaped death just to watch your body being torn apart. He came back emotionless. He never talked. Never participated in anything. When isabell and Farlan died . He wasnt this cold. he wore the same shirt for three weeks until petra persuaded him to forget about you because you died. He was on the edge of moving on. But you came back. Alive. " Erwin said smilling

" if i didnt come... he would have forgotten me ? What if i dont come now. Maybe after a few years. Will he still forget me? " i asked as tears begin to well up my eyes.

" knowing levi,i dont think so he will forget . When he sees you he automaticly remember. Thatss how much he loves you. " he said again

" i died ? I .... how did i?? ... urgh my head... " suddenly my head started aching like its about to burst. I couldnt see anything all i saw was blur.

Erwin looked concern towards but then his eyes went big as he dragged me outside into the trainning field. After leaving me in the middle he stood far away from me... i didnt know what was happening all i know is that my bodys temperature was going up and i felt like a hot water.

The next thing i know is that a struck of lightning hit me in a matter of seconds i was 12 meter high from the ground. I couldnt speak but i looked around.

My hands were full of muscles. And i didnt have clothes on. Now thats embaressing... i tried covering myself but failed . Suddenly i felt a thug on my neck and i heard Erwins voice asking me to come back to normal. I looked around for quite a long time. Then it hit me. Im a titan...

Fuck....

Im humanity's worst enemy....

Im in trouble...

I need to get out of here fast .. my hands tried reaching for my nape but i couldnt reach. Erwin read my sign and immediately cut me open and i blacked out

(Timeskip)

I woke up in the court surrounded by millitary officers and scouts regiment.

"Where... where am i ? " i asked weakly

" shes a titan. We should eliminate her!!!!! " someone from the crowd shouted. I looked around and my eyes locked with Levi. He looked worried . He wants to save me . His trying to stop himself from reaching out for me. I can see it through his eyes. The terror of seeing me die again.

" what are you talking about ?!! Shes a titan shifter just like me !! You didnt eliminate me because i could control myself . How sure are you that she cant control herself ! " eren shouted .

" bullshit ! She almost killed levi Ackerman when he wanted to save her from the titans !" Another man shouted.

" i didnt know what i was doing ! I only realised i am a titanshifter on my second transformation " i shouted

" silence titan ! You have no right to talk ! " a soldier shouted.

" shes not a thing for you to talk like that ! " levi shouted

" or what levi ?! Just because shes your girlfriend. You defending her ? Shes a fucking titan ! " the same man yelled

" i dont care if shes a titan or not ! However it is she didnt harm anyone. She may tried killing me but it was her first transformation! Even eren did the same thing ! " levi shot back

Suddenly the crowd went into silent whispers . But loud enough for me to hear. " maybe he's right ." " yeah maybe she can help humanity like eren " " two titan shifters are enough to defend us from the titans "

The judge looked around before knocking his hammer three time and said .

" very well then. I do agree with levi. It was only her first transformation. " he said

" if you mind your honour. Id like to say a word. Miss l/n has transformed twice. The second time she asked me to help her to come out. It was not challenging to face her second transformation as she could control it easily. Its like a walking human titan. " Erwin said looking at me

" Erwin is correct your honour . i was there when it happened. " mikasa said .

Right then i knew it was a lie... i remember clearly.. Mikasa was not there... it was only Erwin and i ...

What was her intention?

" very well then.. if y/n is able to control herself. She Wouldnt be trouble. Therefore.. i end here with a decison. That is corporal y/n l/n will be handed over to the scouts to protect the city together with Eren Yeager and the other scouts. Miss l/n dont let me down. " with that he got up and left.

The millitary officers looked at me like i am a monster. I wouldnt lie if that hurts. A officer came towards me unlocking me while unlocking me he said " just because the judge said so that doesnt mean you esscape. This maybe the beginning dont be surprise that ill be the one cutting your nape you ...."

Before he could continue levi came and pulled him with hiss colar towards him and said " you cant even touch a real titan you want to touch her ? Fuck off brat " he said throwing him away. He. Then bendd down and started to unlock me

" people say stuff. Dont pay attention " he said helping me get up. I didnt reply instead i shovedd his aside and walked away leaving him staring at me.