chapter 14 : the revival ? or the confirmed death ?

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Levi p.o.v

No.... it cant be.. shes not dead . Shes not.. she cant leave me like that. I havent told her yet! I havent told her how sorry i am .. i havent..  i need her to be alive . I want her to be alive . shes important to me . Shes more than just a friend ,a sister ,an aquaintence . Shes who i love . Shes who i want . Shes the light to my dark.

I cant accept this. I just cant.. Eren rode the horse into the woods in full speed until he came to a stop under a tree. Under the tree a bump of sand can be seen.

"U asked for it " Eren said still sitting on the horse in a low voice.

i got down and dropped to my knees. I stared at hee grave for a long time until i lost it. Tears started to roll down uncontrolly and i started crying.

" dont... dont do this to me y/n ! Come back !!! Please... i need you !! You hear me ?! I need you ! I want you so bad ! I want you!! Youre my everything !!! Dont you dare do this!!! I know your still in there !! I know your still alive !! I know your still breathing ! May... maybe your having difficulty in breathing under these pile of sand. Ill help you to breath !! " i said as i started to dig the sand

" corporal stop . " Eren said. But i ignored him and continued digging

" corporal ! Thats enough ! Youre disturbing her peace !!! " Eren shouted pushing me back . He then pushed all the sand back on her but i got up and kicked him away .

" stay away.. stay away  from my y/n . You dare tell me what to do ? I am your superior ! You are suppose to listen to me ! " i saidd glaring at him

"  superior ? Fuck you ! Who are you to claim her yours ? Shes not a thing to be claimed. What else to do if shess dead ? You cant revive a dead body corporal . Its not practical ! "  he yelled

"Look whose talking ! You were eaten by a titan and came back alive " i yelled back

" i dont care ! Its been hours ! We cant bring her back alive . Besides why do you care ? All you did was hurt her from the beginning why care about her now ? What about your stupid girlfriend that you always brag about ? I know what she felt . The onlly person she sshares with is me . You  fucking dick hurt her so much  that she decided to sueside if i wasnt there she wonldnt have been alive until now ! ATLEAST APPRECIATE FOR ONCE ! " He yelled with tears streaming down his face

" you really want to know why i care for her now ? Its because i love her you bastard ! " i yelled and lunged him with my fist.

My fist connected with his jaws sending him flying across the forest hitting the tree

" you think its easy ? To tell i love you to her when shes dead ? For fucks sake shes fucking dead ! Do you know how much it hurts to love someone  who will never love you ? Take me for an example . Im in love with her but shes in love with you . But you bastard keep on pushing her away ! Do you know how that feels ? To have been pushed away from the one you loved ? I know cause ive experienced it ! What about you ? " Eren said spitting out blood that started to form  in hiss mouth.

Suddenly the ground started to shake as three titans begin to walk towards us. " tch ! I dont have gas we need to go quick ! " Eren said pulling me onto his horse

" we shouldnt leave her here ! " i yelled

" its too late Levi ! For once listen to me and lets go ! Please ..  i want her alive as much as you want but i cant help it. Neither can you. " he said. I nodded in defeat and sat behind him.

The last thing i saw was the titans picking her up before tearing her apart.

It hurts... what can i do ??

Chancea of revival ? Bullshit ..

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