Stranded {{Murdoc X Reader}}

lets start where we got off...

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"I am in love with you, Murdoc."

I forced those words through my mouth, my teeth grinded together and my eyes glued shut, my heart beating so violently it could break through my chest. Murdoc jumps back slightly, his eyes fixated on me, mouth parted, looking shocked to say the least. I couldn't look at him, there is a possibility I have ruined our relationship, and caused the rest of this boat trip to be awkward as fuck. As I look to the side, I can still feel his stare burning into me.

"Shit... I'm sorry, I didn't mean too -" I was inturrupted by him grabbing my hands, his gently mouth still parted from shock. He held onto both of my hands and gripped them tightly.

"Are you serious?" He asks sternly, staring into my eyes.

I look at him, my face swelling with embarrassment as I nod my head ever so gently to his question. He looks at me, his eyes looking glossy, a faint tear forming in the corner of his eyes. He shuffles closer, continuing to hold onto me.

"I..." Murdoc looks down, his face beginning to boil up with a pinkish tinge. He stutters slightly, obviously unsure on what to say. I stay silent, waiting for his response.

"You... Actually meant that?" He says, his lips trembling.

"Yes... I'm sorry... It was bugging me. I've been like this for a while, I don't know why, you are... are... such a good person. No ones treated me like this. You give a shit about me, you play with me, you care for me, your the first person to actually appear interested. I really care about you, I love you... You deserve to know that." My feelings finally escaped my mouth, this time, I didn't feel embarrassed about what I had said. He deserved that.

"(Y/n)..." Murdoc still had that shocked expression on his face, his eyes couldn't escape mine.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to say it, I just couldn't hold it in any longer, it was hurting... I just -" My speech was interrupted, Murdoc had thrown himself towards me, planting his lips onto mine, pressing against them, I could feel them trembling. His eyes were glued shut, whilst mine remained open in shock.

I don't believe what's happening. His soft lips massage against mine, his kiss becoming slightly rough. A tear runs down his blushed cheeks, he continues to tremble, his hands gripped around mine. I can feel his grip shaking. Our lips disconnect, he looks at me smiling.

"(Y/n), I couldn't feel any better right now. I'm bloody in love with you..." The tears on his face reflect the light of the moon, I smile at his response, his words hitting me like darts. I embrace his confession, letting the feeling overrun me. I lean in and connect our lips yet again, this time rougher, more passionate. I push into him, releasing my lips from his grip and wrapping my arms around his shoulders, pressing my chest into his causing him to lean back onto the floor, my weight on top of him. I can't control myself; all feelings have been let loose and I wasn't afraid to show him how much I wanted him.

I slip my tongue into his mouth during our kiss, our tongues begin to dance around each other, causing Murdoc to groan quietly. His sound caused me to go harder on him, positioning my legs either side of his pelvis and pressing up against him. I caress his jawline as we kiss, our bodies getting hotter as I begin to move up and down his body.

Murdoc breaks the kiss unexpectedly, and grins.

"Now, now (y/n). No need to rush things" He cackled.

I crawl towards him again, getting up close to him, directing my lips towards his yet again. Only centimetres apart, I can feel the warmth of his breath on my face.