The perfect boyfriend

Chapter 20

''Wait, Jihoon-ah~'' Soonyoung looked at the smaller with  semi flushed cheeks. Jihoon turned around to face the older. ''I know we talked about it earlier, but I got curious about something.'' He spoke in a very soft tone. Soonyoung walked towards his bed where they were sitting on this whole time, he just couldn't let him walk away now. Jihoon frowned and somewhat shrugged before sitting next to Soonyoung. The smaller looked towards his legs that he rocked gently up and down. ''Did you ever kiss before?'' Soonyoung smiled at the younger with his famous 10:10 eyes. ''Nope,'' he had said. ''Did you?'' Jihoon turned his head so he would face the older, even if he didn't want too. It was hard having a crush on someone that you see every day, even harder if they ask you these kinds of questions. Soonyoungs face was now completely red and he tends to look away every single time the younger would stare at him. He wanted to speak up, but just couldn't. He moved his lips, but nothing came out. Just tell him Soonyoung, just tell him you have never kissed before too.

''Actually no, I never did. I mean I could have, but I was too shy.'' Soonyoung started rambling, not actually knowing what to say. It is okay right if you never kissed before? Jihoon never did too. Jihoon felt butterflies but also a bit of fear. Does this mean he can have Soonyoungs first kiss? Does this mean that Soonyoungs lips are untouched and ready to be touched? How would it feel? Would Soonyoung mind if he wants to try it out? Would it be like his dream? I mean, the sort of tension is clearly there, right? Jihoon was panicking, his mind running miles and miles... He was too busy in his own minds that he never heard Soonyoung asking him, probably the most important question of this time and matter. Jihoon was way too busy overthinking.

Soonyoung poked the smallers sides. ''Hey, are you even listening?'' Jihoon snapped out of it and looked at his hyung. ''hmm?'' he had said. Soonyoung cheeks immediately flushed again and let out rather silently: ''I asked you.. if ehh... if you wanted to try it out,'' and hid behind his pillow after those words. ''eh.. you ehh... mean..'' The smaller stuttered, the butterflies in his stomach heavily flying. Jihoon pointed his finger at his lips, while his eyes never left Soonyoungs direction. Growing bigger and bigger by the second. His knees were shaking, electricity flowing through his tiny body. ''you, ehhh kissing? ME? You?'' Even though Jihoon wants to say yes, since this is exactly what he wants and longs for. He couldn't quite get the words. The boy kept stuttering while Soonyoung sat up again and wanted to squeesh the youngers cheeks. He had looked that adorable.

Soonyoung smiled, a shy smile and nodded. ''You know, just trying... Then you know what to do when you ever get a partner right?'' What Jihoon didn't know was that Soonyoung had liked the smaller too, maybe even longer then Jihoon had liked him. Both boys, being oblivious towards eachother, agreeing on kissing each other for the matter of experience. The smaller boy didn't respond and Soonyoung came closer, folding his hands in Jihoons. Jihoons heart raced, his palms getting sweaty. He never knew he would be so nervous around someone, he would never had thought he would get his first kiss like this. Jihoon was never the romantic type even if he wanted everything to be perfect. This was by far off from perfect. Jihoon was so sure Soonyoung only wanted to experiment but never said no. ''You may close your eyes if you want too.'' Jihoon immediately did so and felt Soonyoungs warm hand on his right cheek, comforting the boy in every way. Jihoon could hear a melody forming in his head. The missing pieces of the song he was working on. Soonyoungs hand felt warm but shaky, but he would probably be doing so too.

Do you still think of me as the person before?
In your small eyes,
I'm probably still a kid
This isn't the first time so what can I do?

Soonyoungs other hand still emerged with Jihoons. Both boys could feel eachothers breathing as Soonyoung came closer and closer by the second. The vanillascent of his chapstick being very noticeable. Great, now Jihoon is scared his breath would smell. Stop brain, stop please. However, his thought was immediately cut off when he felt warm lips pressed to his. Both lips, a perfect fit. They kissed.

I can't get over
how you laugh in front of me
I can't just stay still    

The moment lasted for a while, but not too long. Sadly. Jihoon was shocked and didn't even flinch, didn't move one muscle. He would never have thought to get his first kiss that very moment, especially from Soonyoung. Truth be told, he thought the older would be bluffing. Jihoon brought his finger to his lips where merely seconds ago Soonyoungs lips had taken their place. The younger blushed.