The perfect boyfriend

Chapter 19

Jihoon just had the most beautiful dream ever, wishing it could be real... but Mingyu's alarmclock had to ruin his fantasies. They went to bed rather late last night. Ever since Jihoon thought it would be a great idea to wake up early for a week long, the moodier he got and also way sleepier. You are getting used to it, they say. Don't worry, they say. Well screw them, Jihoon wasn't having it anymore. The whole week was tiring, practice seemed to last for ever and everyone complained how the younger looked like a zombie. Seungcheol was always around the younger and Jeonghan was acting really strange, as if he had urges to do something...

Welp, Jeonghan being Jeonghan... the boy thought. This was the first night he slept really comfy again in a week and he had put off his own alarmclock to sleep in, but Mingyu apparently had other plans. Meanwhile the younger had sat up in his bed, while Jihoon blushed, slightly panting. He didn't really seem to understand why... but he did, when he tried to sit up. Jihoon might have found out he is a man, since he was greeted with something he didn't felt in years. Jihoon let his hands slip lower to confirm what he was thinking. Yep, He was right. It wasn't that bad, but it was still there and also a bit on the wet side.

''you okay, hyung?'' Mingyu had said when he saw Jihoon struggling. Mingyu had seen the boy squirm to get up and his face blushing up. Maybe his hyung was having some pains in his stomach? Or maybe some pain in the back? Sweet innocent Mingyu, he didn't suspect a thing.

''I-eh, don't feel too well. Just go ahead, tell the others I will come later, I think I am going to lay down for a little longer.'' With that said, Jihoon laid down again, face towards the wall and start to blush even harder. Shit he thought, what did Mingyu see? What if everyone will know? The taller was changing clothes, and soon after left the room. Jihoon immediately sat up again and kicked away his blankets, it was clearly a little wet spot on his pyjama pants and his member still hard. ''Go down please, Stop this, Ahh, Noo, what am I going to do.'' Jihoon cursed in his pillows.

You see, the boy hardly had this. Even if it's a natural thing that happens occasionally, this was only his second time and Jihoon knows exactly why. It wasn't just a random morning-thing, it was because of Soonyoung. Jihoon decides to go shower and put his pyjamas in the laundry basket. He had a busy schedule today. They have a concert tomorrow, with their recent album. Even if they already had a few concerts, the album still feels as new. Therefore, they had to practice all day + he had vocals to record and songs to mix. Unfortunately, his day seemed endless, his mind being elsewhere then it should be. The other members however, noticed. Especially Vocal Unit noticed. Seungkwan and Seokmin constantly asking what was on their hyungs mind. Luckily, Mingyu hadn't seen the reason why Jihoon was acting up and nobody knew what happened this morning so the smaller could brush everything off with a ''don't feel too good today'' which made Soonyoung worry. The clingy boy was even more clingy today because of it. Saying stuff like: ''please rest up or why don't you sit down for a moment...'', giving the boy some extra attention. Normally Jihoon wouldn't really mind, Soonyoung was like that with most of the members but because of last night, the younger felt frustrated and before he noticed it he said a calm but stern 'leave me alone' and walked off.
Everyone went silent and stopped what they were doing, even Soonyoung was really shocked by those words. The boy really must have felt bad and that before concert day. Jihoon had gone to bed right after. He felt just simply embarrassed and hurt by his own actions. 2 hours later, Chan had brought him something to eat and decided to join him for dinner.
''I thought that you might get hungry, hyung.'' He said while climbing the bed. ''It's enough for you and me. Let's eat together!'' Truth is, the maknae had felt bad. Everyone always told him what to do. Even now, 'Just let him rest, he will come on his own.' But the boy was just simply worried, so he went to see his hyung when nobody was looking.

''Thankyou Chan and sorry for worrying everyone. I wasn't feeling well, but I feel much better now.'' Jihoon had ruffled the maknaes hair while smiling and they started to eat together.
Short after, Jihoon had joined everyone for coffee and the night went down smoothly.

The following day was as the usual ones when they had concerts, they prepared a lot, practiced a lot and before the concert... they ate a lot. The concert was fun, it was Seoul based this time and with their latest album. After the concert, the thirteen boys went showering and getting ready to go home and lay in their beds. However, the management had different plans.

''Congratulations with your 350th concert after debut, boys!'' one of their managers had said. ''To celebrate this, we are having a big party tonight and Pledis made sure everyone was invited.'' The boys had looked at each other very confused. 350th concert? Already? It still feels like yesterday that they debuted, despite having already so much memories together. The party was big indeed. All their friends were there. All of Pledis other groups, + groups from other agencies, some schoolfriends and most important... their parents and siblings. The night was filled with a lot of tears and joy, laughter and happiness.

It was rather late when Jihoon finally reached his bed. It was a fun day. He finally saw his parents again, it had made him rather emotional but obviously very happy. He fell in sleep with a smile plastered on his face. Jihoon woke up the morning after a little bit too late, was it because he slept late? It couldn't be because he did that more often; he thought. Jihoon shrugged it off and got dressed. Jihoon looked at his list to see he already was at step 7.

Oh no. Jihoons eyes widen. Step 7. The good personality thing. There is only one person that comes in mind and that is Soonyoung. 'What am I going to do?' he thinks. Jihoons palms are sweating as he remembers the dream from a few nights back. His cheeks flushing a bit. Jihoon quickly thinks of another member to discuss this with but unfortunately... nobody comes up.

'Be a man, Jihoon. You can do this.' The small boy is making fists. His fingers getting white because of the strength he put in it. Calm down Jihoon, breath. The boy thinks about everything he wants from this talk and decides to make his move.

The boy had walked through the hallway when he saw Soonyoungs bedroomdoor closing. Somebody just got in. 'please, let us be alone. Please please please.' The boy begging while looking up to the ceiling and a few seconds later... 3 simple knocks on the door were heard and Jihoon walked in.

The smaller already had his dreams taunting him, the older had made things a little bit worse just now. Soonyoung, was freshly showered and therefor still nicely wrapped in a blanket around his torso. The older turned around by the sound of his door opening and ran into the little boy that just walked in. ''Hoonie!'' he had said while engulfing the smaller in a tight hug. Jihoon, having even redder cheeks then before pushes him away while saying ''hi'' and walks towards his hyungs bed to sit on, staring at nothing. Soonyoung dressed himself and sat himself next to the younger.

''Is there something wrong, Hoon?'' Jihoon had looked Soonyoung, who was now dressed... lucky Jihoon, in the eyes. ''N-no? C-can't I visit my hyung for j-just a nice chat?'' the boy stuttered a bit. Soonyoung smiled, being all excited. ''Yeah, sure! You always can, Hoonie. You know that. You just look as if you saw a ghost. Btw, how are you feeling?'' The smaller fidgeted his fingers and looked down. ''I am fine.'' Soonyoung decided not to question it any further, instead he offers the boy something to drink and if they could stay in today. Jihoon didn't answer. Soonyoung stood up to walk towards the door when the smaller grabbed his arm.

''Actually, I wanted to discuss some things... for some new songs I have in mind. I need your help, since it matches your personality.'' Nailed it! Jihoon is slightly proud, even if he didn't know what to say at all. ''Oh, sure! That is fine! Do you want to go to your studio or?'' Soonyoung had smiled from ear to ear. He was really glad. The boy likes being needed, he feels satisfaction of it. He always wants to make sure he can help people, even with the smallest things. The boy also knows what to say and to do... doesn't matter the occasion.

''No, here is fine. So, the idea is... There is this boy, who is always cheerful right? Just like you are. He always knows how to cheer people up and he finds the best words in every situation. Sounds like you right?'' Soonyoung listens carefully while nodding from time to time. Jihoon was explaining the whole idea about the boy meeting a girl who is rather cold, seems really uninterested in other people but actually does care. The boy never gave up on the girl and accepts her for who she is. He never judges her for the things she is doing. He seems to understand her.

''So, how can I make it seem real? How do you do it?'' The younger asked while Soonyoung grinned. ''Wow, it is about me haha.'' And started explaining.

After fairly 90 minutes, Jihoon decides he has the information he needs and thanks the other for his help, wanting to go to his own room to plan this out, maybe put it in action someday. Jihoon walked towards the door and opened it. "Bye Soonie, and thankyou".