In Love With My Idol: Shawn Mendes

Twenty Seven

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Janessa

I wake up first, several hours before we have to head to the airport, and leave Shawn to sleep and rest up before we travel. I grab my suitcase and head to my room to start packing for our trips. I packed fall weather clothes since I don't know what the weather will be like during his festival run, as well as some summer clothes, too, in case it gets hot.

Something didn't feel right the moment Shawn came home. I don't know what it was, but something was just off. Maybe it's just pregnancy hormones giving me mood swings and sudden changes in my mood, but I know something is up. Shawn's phone buzzes on the kitchen counter, where he left it last night.

*Last night was fun ;) Alex*

Who the hell is Alex?! I swear to god. Shawn has some fucking explaining to do. I storm over to his room, his phone in hand, and bust the door open to see that he's not in bed. I barge into the bathroom and he's there drying his face with a towel.

"WHO THE HELL IS ALEX, SHAWN?!?" (me)

"What?" (Shawn)

"Don't play dumb with me Shawn! Who the hell is Alex?" (I say throwing his phone at him)

"I.. I don't.." (Shawn stumbles over his words as he picks up his phone and reads the text)

"Shawn how could you?" (I say, tears streaming down my cheeks)

"Janessa, I swear it was nothing. I was drunk and I don't remember most of what I did last night. I didn't do anything with her and she means nothing to me. YOU mean everything to me Janessa." (Shawn say putting his hands on my arms)

"No! Don't touch me. Shawn how could you? You-- I'm pregnant with your baby, Shawn. We're engaged. I knew it was too soon. It was all just too fast. I can't.. I can't.." (I say through all the tears, and I run out of the room and quickly zip up my suitcase and grab all my things from my room)

"Wait. Janessa, what are you doing?" (he says holding my hands down to stop me)

"I'm leaving Shawn. I can't. I can't. I need to go." (I say picking up my things, heading to the door and putting on my shoes)

"Janessa, no. Don't leave. Come on, just stay and I'll explain everything. Please, I promise." (Shawn)

"No. Don't you dare say that you promise me. If you want what's best for me, you're going to stay here and get ready to leave for your festival run, while I walk out this door." (me)

"Nessa, don't--" (Shawn)

"Don't even try to stop me Shawn. I'm leaving." (I say taking off my engagement ring and setting it on the counter)

I grab my things and hustle out the door, slamming it shut behind me. Shawn grabs the ring from the counter and rushes out the door trying to catch me before I go down the elevator, but it's too late. Just as he reaches me, the elevator door shuts and I hear him bang on them. Tears are streaming down my face and I cover my mouth, to keep my sobs from escaping my lips. I quickly get out my phone and call Drey.

Drey..

Ness? Ohmygod what's wrong? Why are you crying?

Can you come and get me? I'll be waiting outside Shawn's condo building.

Of course, but what's wrong Ness?

I'll tell you everything later, just hurry. Please.

Okay. I'm on my way.

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Drey's car pulls up to the front, so I grab my suitcase and head outside, and Drey meets me halfway, and takes my things from me and loads them into the car. Just as he finished loading it all up, Shawn burst through the lobby's front doors and yells my name.