entry eight.

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I realised something today. Simon wasn't like you. 

When you knocked my books out my hand and walked off, he said he needed to go to the bathroom and when you leave he helps me. 

"I'm really sorry (Y/N)" he apologises. He shouldn't it's your fault not his.

"Just don't Simon. He does it on purpose. Thank you anyway." I say as I get up.

 "No problem. keep strong, I promise you'll get through this." He scribbles his number down on a blank paper I had and leaves giving me a smile.    

Simon telling me to stay strong kept me going. I didn't listen to you when you tried to chat me up. Or when you said you and Mia weren't talking. Or when you put your hand on my thigh I just threatened you and removed your hand. Or when you tried to grab my arm at lunch because I then just dodged you and smiled back at you as I walked arm in arm with Stephen. I didn't listen to you when you were on the bus with me. You sat next to me trying to get my attention but I was too busy listening to music too notice. I mean I did notice you I just didn't pay attention. You eventually get off the bus a stop before my stop and I enjoy the peace of you leaving me alone. 

I know it's only temporary happiness I'm getting but I enjoy it as much as I can.

Like I said. 

It's only temporary.

Everything is temporary (Y/N), remember that.

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