Me and my dads (a phanfiction)

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A/N HI! So yeah wifi and stuff -,- It is kinda really hard to live without the internet. POV means point of view by the way. ENJOY.

Dan's POV

We were heading to the car, as I was holding Eef firmly on her arm. Phil and Anna walked behind us, while crossing the busy road. I grabbed my key out of my pocket and unlocked the car.

Then I noticed Anna, who was staring into nowhere. 'Anna let's go in the car, it's dark and it's cold here.' I said. She just stared. Phil looked over to me, slightly concerned. 'Is she maybe hallucinating? That has only happened once before...' He said. I remember her freaking out when she was only 8 years old. It still breaks my heart to this day, thinking about what my little girl had to deal with.

'Do you really think that, love?' I said. 'What? An Angel?' Anna said. Her face went white and pupils tightened. 'I am hallucinating again! No! You won't get me and I won't become an Angel! You don't exist, I am an atheist!' She yelled.

Phil walked over to her and grabbed her hand. 'Please Anna, let's get in the car.' Her eyes widened in and she pulled a disgusted face. 'You're sick!' She said, staring at something in the distance. She stood there a few more moments and Phil was desperately trying to get her in the car,  at first by talking to her, and gently trying to push her into the car. Now he was trying to pull her, a bit more roughly. But she stood there like her feet were glued to the ground. She turned away and ran to the road. Phil lost grip on her hand, and he ran after her, with a certain distance.

Anna got on the road, as a car was approaching. Then it all went really fast. Pattie and Darcy were looking over at it. 'Anna no!' I managed to yell as I heard Darcy scream. Anna froze at the spot when she realized there was a car approaching her.

The car didn't stop, she collapsed, and rolled over the roof of it. I felt like I lost my all of my energy, and I fell down in my knees and looked at her unconscious body, as the car drove past like nothing happened. Phil ran up to her as the car behind stopped, and the driver came out of it.

I saw Alex walking over to me, and Carrie walking to Alice. 'Dan, please don't sit there on the ground, Patty is calling 999.' He said as he tried to drag me up. He gave me a tissue, and just now I realized I was crying. I sobbed into his chest, and walked over to Anna and grabbed her hand. I felt to arms wrapping around me, and recognized it were Phil's. I sobbed there with Phil, holding Anna for a good five minutes. Then I heard the ambulance come.

I was pushed aside and Anna was dragged onto the ambulance bed. 'Be careful!' I heard myself say through the hiccups. Phil had his face on my shoulder and was violently sobbing. A woman kneeled next to me. 'Hello sir, are you related to the girl?' She asked. 'Yes, I am her father.' I answered, managing to get myself a bit more together. 'Me and my husband are her parents.' I said. 'Could you fill in this list please?' She handed me a piece of paper. Carrie came towards me, as the woman walked away. Pattie came with Eef to Phil, to help them.

'Do you have to fill in this list? Oh it's just about names. I'll help you with that, your hands are shaking, you ate not able to do that after this happened.' Carrie said as she filled in the list.

I don't know what happened in between this moment the moment we were in the waiting room of the hospital. Everything just went numb in all the tears and sadness. My little Anna. Please let it not be over yet, she still has her whole life in front of her.

Alice was brought to the hospital's psychiatrist, because she saw her sister being involved in a car accident.

I miss both of them so much right now, I want the good old days back where we would all snuggle away in the living room, watching a comedy movie and eat crisps and drink soda. I looked over at Phil, he just stared into nothing, tears streaming down his face. I put my hand on his lap, and he looks up. 'It'll be alright, love. It'll all be okay.' I say. 'It is not fair. This morning you were reading a story for them when we all snuggled into the couch, now Anna is being operated, and Eef is talking to a psychologist. It's not fair.' He said. I was too tired to cry again.

'Remember the first day that we had the precious little baby.' I say, smiling internally. 'Let's think about the good memories now.' I said. There is a smile tugging at Phils lips, and it made me instantly happy to see someone I love smiling. 'She was such a beautiful, fragile, tiny, cute little baby. He said. We even cried, remember? Tears of joy. She looked so peaceful, so untouched.' Phil smiled. 'We couldn't look away from her. It is like an obsession.' I said.

Immediately after the baby was born, we came to the hospital to find a beautiful healthy little baby girl, who would be pronounced as our daughter. I immediately fell in love with her. I allways had a weakness for babies, but this one, being our little daughter, was the most beautiful one I had ever seen. She just,was born, but I could already see that she had my mouth shape and Phil's nose. Phil vlogged that day and he shared every photo, video and whatsoever with the internet. We held the little girl, we already decided that her name would be Annabel Sophie Lester Howell, and at that point nothing in the whole world cared but her, we brought her home, and we fell asleep together in each others arms.

The next day our family visited us, and we were the most happy and proud  parents in the world. Me and Phil have dreamed for years to get our own little family, and now we stood there, with our little wonder.

My parents came first, with Adrian and his girlfriend and Diana, who just hopped out of the airplane. 'What a beautiful little girl!' I heard my mother say, as she was too curious for her granddaughter to stay in the hall. 'What was her name again?' I heard. 'Annabel Sophie Lester Howell.' I said, while walking into the living room. 'Anna for short.' I added. I looked into the little crib, where my little baby was sleeping in. 'Hello, Anna. What a beautiful name, isn't it? Yeah it is! I am your grandmother, yes!' She said in a tone you would talk to a baby to, while lightly petting her tummy.

That afternoon is filled with laughing, joking, holding Anna, and being a proud father with Phil.

After they were gone, we just stood there with Anna, managing to hypnotize us with her serene peacefulness she seemed to send out from her beautiful tiny fragile body, dressed in the little dress my mother made for her. She peacefully fell asleep in Phil's arms. Then we realized we had been staring at her for nearly two hours, and we all should eat.

After I fed her, we ate our dinner and realized it was already 11 am. Phil and I didn't have the heart to leave her alone in her room for the night yesterday, and that was just the case as today. She ended up sleeping in our bed, between us.

'Dan.' Phil whispered. 'Yes darling?' I whispered back. 'I love you, with all my heart.' He said. 'I love you too. Forever, and ever.' I said. Phil shook my shoulder. 'Mister Howell Lester? Mister Howell Lester?'

I shoot up from, awaken from my flashback and looked the doctor directly in the eyes. 'Yes, yes, that's me.' I say. 'Well, I have news for your daughter Annabel.' He said. 'What is it then?' I say, tears are welling up again. The doctor starts to speak. 'Your daughter Annabel... Is...

A/N I AM SO TERRIBLY SORRY DON'T KILL ME PLEASE. Well, in these cases my mother would allways say ''The waiter is the murderer" to seem like a spoiler alert. And I thought that was necessary to share. Please no Death threats. BYE.

Eefje.