Me and my dads (a phanfiction)

9. Waiting for Anna.

A/N HI! This will probably be updated by the time I have to go to school again. Bare with me. ENJOY.

Eef's POV

I am in a room now. Anna. She is hit by a car. That's all I know, and to be honest, as much as my mind want to block the thought out, I am pretty sure she is dead. Everything feels numb, though. That's the thing that scared me the most, I just don't feel anything. Well, in am angry. Angry at her for being hit by a car and being unable to wake up.

There is a woman say on the chair behind the desk in front if me. 'Hello, Alice.' She says. 'She is dead, isn't she?' I say. There is a fire in my head, it's starting to grow. I don't like the fire.

'I want to talk to Anna. She understands me.' I say. 'Did the car run over her? Or did she roll over it? She is dead isn't she? I want to go to my dads.' I say. 'Alice, sadly that is not possible. So you didn't see the accident?' She says kindly. 'No, I didn't. Why am I here?' I ask her. 'Your sister had a car accident, that's quite heavy to experience when you are 9 years old. That us why you need to talk about it.' She answers. 'I want to talk to my parents and Anna about it.' I say.

I take a good look at the woman. She has black hair, deep green eyes and red lipstick. Her hair is all braided into a bun, and she wears a white sweater. She looks a but tired, just like me, when I look closer. I don't think she wants to be here, either.

'What's your favorite colour? I ask. She looks up from her blocknote. 'What's your favorite colour?' I repeat. She looks at me confused. I think I have to give her an example, to make the question easier. 'Mine are red, pink, purple, green, blue, a mix between green and blue, and gold and silver. Anna's is purple. What are yours?' I say. 'Oh.. Ehh.. I like black... And white. And yellow. What were yours again? She asks. 'Red, pink purple, green, blue, a mix between them, and gold and silver.' I say. What us your favorite TV show?' She asks me, smiling. 'Adventure time.' I say. The woman laughs. 'That is a classic one, you know,' she says, while lowering her voice, 'I still like Sesame street.' She whispers while bending over the desk between us, and making me chuckle. 'What is your name?'I ask. 'Huhh-Oh, yeah, yeah... My name is Lucy.' 'Nice to meet you. You  can call me Eef.' I say.

'How was your relationship with Anna?' Lucy asks. 'I like my sister. We allways made up our beds together. Not that we really had to, just as a relaxing thing.' I say. 'You didn't see what happened to her right?' 'No, Luke stood un front of ur at the moment.'

'Okay. Well I can tell you that she collapsed over the car. She is not dead.' Lucy says. A big wave of relief  flushes through my body. She is alive. Lucy hands me a tissue. Apparently I was crying. 'It's okay.' She says. I wipe off my tears and blow my nose.

'Are you tired?' Lucy asks. 'Yes.' I say. 'And I miss Anna.' I add. 'Normally we'd talk for ages, or piss our dads off, or just be together.' I say. 'It's a special bound, eh?' Lucy says. 'I allways had a special relation with my sister.' She says. 'Had?' I say. 'Yes, it turned out that my family was... Not as excepting as I thought they were.' Lucy says. 'What happened?' I asked.

Lucy sighs. 'Where I was young, I saw colours around people. I saw their aura. That's a space around you, with your energy in it. I never told someone, in thought everyone could see them. When I casually talked about it to friends, they looked at me wierdly. I just mumbled a quick "nevermind". When later I started googling it, I found out that this wasn't as ordinary as I thought it was. I was about fourteen years old. I started reading about it, but kept it for myself for some reason that wasn't clear to me then. Turns out that deep down in,actually allways knew they were never going to accept me. When in was eighteen years old, I finally told my parents. I made myself forget what happened afterwards, it was awful. I hopped from hotel, to hostel, to a friend's house, also with some bad experiences, until I finally got into uni. I studied psychology. Well, now you know everything!' Lucy said, and she laughed a bit. 'Wow...' I said. 'Anna hears voices.' I say. 'She probably ran onto the,way because she hallucinated again. She is... She is schizophrenic.' I add.

Me and Lucy talk a lot about my and her sister. Then a man with a long white jacked walks in, and whispers something in Lucy's ear. Then the man walks out. Lucy turns to me. 'Eef, your sister us in a deep sleep, she will wake up soon. You can go to your,parents, and talk to Anna when she wakes up. I'll bring you to your parents now, okay?' I brighten up. 'Thank you very much for this all, I think you should just shine like a star!' I say, and she starts laughing.

We leave the room, and walk through the white halls if the hospital, while Lucy holds my hand. I pass sad people, crying people, but also cheered ones, happy ones. Lucy brings me into a large room with a lot of chairs and people in it. 'Where are your parents?' Lucy asks. Then I see, right in front of me, my parents talking to a doctor. When Phil looks over and scans the room, his eyes cross mine and we immediately run over to each other.

The doctor brings us over to Anna, and we take seats next to her bed. There are white straws put in her arms and nose.

'She'll wake up at any time now, just be patient.' The doctor says. Dan takes Anna's hand, there are tears streaming down his face now. Phil's face is pale white. He takes me on his lap. 'It's all right, Alice. It's all right.' He hushes. I look over to Anna, who lies there peacefully. As the bleeping machine makes a soft regular noise, I relax myself into Phil's lap, and lean back to him, waiting for Anna.