Take Your Time (GxG)

Prologue

1st Year Highschool

A guy promised me na he will love me till the end of time. Sinabi pa nya , "I will never leave you" "I will always be by your side". "You are the only one I will ever love".

Lahat nang yun, hanggang salita lang. He was the first guy who I fell inlove with. Dinedicate ko ang buong puso ko sa kanya kasi I thought na SYA na.

But I was wrong. Lahat ng sinabi niya ay hangggang dun lang. Kahit niisang pangako, wala man lang siyang tinupad.

Mabuti sana kung it was just a simple promise. But, heck, he used big words naman kasi and ako naman si tangang naniwala sa mga pangako niyang puro kasinungalingan.

Pero okay lang, who will know? Baka next time baka mag-iba ang ihip ng hangin at ma-meet ko ang taong para talaga sa akin.

2nd Year Highschool

Sa Music Club ko sya first na na-meet. Hindi sya masyadong showy. He was a type of a guy na nakaka-kuha kaagad ng attention because of his looks. Marami syang admirers and I never thought na ako pinili nya.

Things were going well. We lasted 9 months na nga eh. Pero sayang, we almost made it to one year kung hindi lang sana sila nag migrate ng mga magulang nya.

I can handle naman a relationship even if it's in a long distance. But I never thought na dahil sa paglipat nila sa ibang bansa ay nakahanap din sya ng ibang babae.

Anu bang meron sa iba na wala sa akin?

He's so stupid kasi naghanap pa sya ng iba. Ang weak nya lang dahil he can't handle a long distance relationship. Kailangan ba talagang palagi kayong magkasama para mapatunayan nyo na mahal nyo ang isa't-isa? Hindi naman talaga yan ang batayan eh.

But there is a part of me na I'm happy because he never promised anything.

That was my second heartbreak. Ang hirap mag move-on sa kanya dahil sya yung lalaking kasundo ko sa lahat ng bagay.

I tried my best to ignore the pain that he caused, but everytime I think of him, all the happy memories we shared together flashes back on my mind and I can't help but to cry when I think of how happy we were before when we made those memories.

Time went by and the third guy came.

3rd Year Highschool

I told myself na hindi na ako magmamahal ulit dahil sobrang sakit na.

But then, a certain guy came na kinukulit ako and somehow na-convince nya akong magmahal ulit.

Nung time nayun, marupok pa ako kaya bumigay ako kaagad. He always made me happy and he always find a way to finally move on from past break ups.

Lahat ng atensyon ko ay binigay ko sa kanya. Wala namang mawawala kung magmahal ako ulit, but I limit myself.

I warned myself na hindi ko ibubuhos lahat ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya. Kailangan ko din magtira para sa sarili ko.

Masya syang kasama dahil sya yung tipo ng lalaki na childish kapag kaming dalawa lang. Pero seryoso sya pag maraming tao.

He even supported and cheered for me during my tournaments. He was my number one fan. During those times, ipinalabas nya how childish he is. He even wore our team mascot with my name on it. Sobrang supportive nya. Sya lang ang lalaking sumuporta sa akin ng ganun.

We made goals together. Almost perfect na nga yung relationship namin kasi wala kaming masyadong problema.

Not until I found out na may secret affair pala sa iba and the sad truth sa lalake pa.

I don't have anything against those kinds of relationships. Call me weird but I even support that kind of love.

But to keep it secret is what hurt me the most. Yung nalaman kong ginawa nya lang pala akong panakip-butas sa mga parents nya to prove na straight.

I mean, marami namang ways to come out to your parents diba? Why does he have to break somebody's heart while pretending to be someone he's not.

Why didn't he choose to show his true self? If mahal ka talaga ng parents mo, surely they will accept you naman diba? Kasi that's how they show their love to their child.

That was the most painful break up that I had in my life.

And even how hard I tried to forget him. I just can't forget kasi everywhere I went, it always reminds me of him.

That's about the time na I finally built walls around my heart for me to protect it from guys who's only intention is to break it.

That was the promised that I made to myself that no one can bend.

Siguro wala na talagang right guy para sa akin. I can stand without any relationship din naman. It's not that naiinggit ako sa iba kasi may ganito, ganyan sila.

Ang gusto ko lang naman ay to have someone to spend the rest of my life with.

When will that time come? When will that person ever come?

I never know.

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