Nate's POV
"I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way you do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time boy, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way you do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
As I sang the last part, I exhaled heavily and put down my guitar.
Then, ngayon ko lang na-realize na I sang 'boy' instead of 'girl' sa isang line ng kanta.
Hay! Tsk! Ewan! Nababaliw na ata ako!
It bothers me so much to feel na hindi na kami as close ni Ethan as we were before.
I mean, nagpapansinan kami, sabay kami kumakain, nagha-hangout kami..
pero iba talaga noon eh.
Feel ko ngayon, may void na nagse-separate saming dalawa.
At hindi ko alam kung bakit.
Maybe it's because he knows that I like Raine.,
and he probably likes Raine, which would be surely an issue kasi si Claurent, diba? but whatever.
I'm not even sure if may feelings pa ba ako kay Raine.
Kasi...
I felt like I was forcing myself to like Raine.
Fuck it, I really did force myself to like Raine.
To hide the fact.
Nasa kalagitnaan ako ng pag-iisip ko nang biglang tumunog yung notif ng phone ko.
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