Take Your Time (GxG)

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Claurent's POV

Opening the door to Raine's bedroom, I can't help but cry.

It hurts. It hurts so fucking much that I'm not even afraid na makita akong umiiyak ng ganito.

I held Cheeky in my one arm while the other is holding a boquet of pure white flowers.

I looked around the walls and it was like a stab in the chest when I saw na lahat pala ng binigay kong mga bulaklak sa kanya ay na-keep niya.

You know what she did?

Yung mga nalantang mga bulaklak ay nilagay niya sa isang frame, she hanged it around the walls like it was art.

I smiled, another tear slipped in my eye.

Nilagay ko yung mga dala kong bulaklak sa isang vase na wala pang laman,then I placed the vase katabi ng isang picture frame na may litrato naming dalawa. In the picture, we were on the top of my car and we were kissing as the sun sets.

I bit my lip, as it was starting to quiver.

There's just so much memory in this room.

Raine Ace.

Ang pinakamamahal ko na si Raine Ace.

Hemophilia.  This desease rarely occurs for girls. But out of all the girls in the world, it had to be her.

She died at the hospital right after I opened the door when I got there.

She died of hemorrage.

Nag conclude ang doctor na na-acquire niya ang sakit na to earlier this month. It explained why she had a huge bruise on her leg. The doctor said she must have got them yesterday, habang nagp-practice kami.

Turns out, ang hemophilia pala ay isang sakit na konting sugat lang ay maaring mag resulta sa hemorrage o matinding pag-gash ng dugo, it leads to fatality and worst...death.

Raine got the worst.

Hindi niya pala sinabi sa parents niya yung tungkol sa malaking pasa sa binti niya, siguro ayaw niyang mag-alala sila.

And speaking of her parents...tatanggapin naman daw sana kami ng daddy niya kung sakaling nalaman niya yung tungkol sa amin. Yung mommy niya naman, walang-tigil ang pag hingi ng tawad sa akin at sa kanyang anak na wala nang buhay. Labis daw niyang pinagsisisihan ang pagpigil niya sa kasiyahan ng anak niya.

Ngunit wala na siya. . huli na ang lahat.

Kung alam ko lang na hahantong sa ganito, sana hindi ko nalang pinabalik si Raine sa team nung nag quit siya. Sana nung first day of practice, kinick-out ko na agad si Raine.

Raine? Baby? Kung san kaman ngayon, sana okay ka lang jan.
When God took your time, I became a mess.

Per wag kang mag-alala, mahal. Ikaw at ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko. Ngayong wala ka na, ang tanging hinihintay ko nalang ay ang pagka-ubos ng oras ko, para magkasama ulit tayo.

At pag nangyari yun, wala nang pipigil sa atin, magiging masaya at malaya na tayo sa piling ng isa't-isa.

Totoo, I can live without you.

but without you, I'll be miserable at best.

Mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Raine.

Always, tandaan mo yan.

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