I woke up in the room by myself so I'm guessing everybody is downstairs. I went downstairs and seen Janaya cooking breakfast with Amber and Dre. Daliah and Halo were on their iPads on the couch and Messiah was sleep with Heaven on the couch.
"Where Malik?" I asked Janaya
"I think he still sleep" she said flipping pancakes
"Good" I said smiling and going up the stairs to talk to him about yesterday because I've missed him.
As I went into the our room and Malik was still asleep. His phone started buzzing and I picked it up and it was a email when I opened the email I seen it was the DNA test.
"99.9%" I said out loud
"What?" He asked waking up
"Merry Christmas you got the baby you've always wanted" I said throwing the phone and going back downstairs to the kitchen
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I went and sat at the counter as they continued to cook.
"Did y'all talk?" Janaya asked me
"No but Ashlynn having his baby" I said smiling
"What!?" They all said at the same time
"Yeah so what does this mean?" I asked them
"You gone be a stepmom" Dre said
"Not that. If it's not Malik then is it me?" I asked thinking
"What Jada?" Janaya asked me
"I think it's something wrong with me because it can't be Malik" I said still rambling
"What you talking about?" Janaya asked
"Why my baby died" I said
"Omg that's not your fault Jada" she said stopping everything she was doing
"ok" i said in a whisper tone
"Okay Jada you can not keep blaming yourself for this so please just stop. You've came this long without even telling Malik and now you wanna start acting all depressed and shit." Amber said leaving out the kitchen
" Okay i'm done" I said trying to get myself together because I'm not trying to spoil everybody holiday
"Did you hear from Ashlynn?" Janaya asked trying to change the subject. I really didn't want to talk about it but at the same time I do. I don't know what to do. Should I wait to talk about it with Malik? ........ Fuck it " Girl she just texted his dumbass and that baby is his" I said rolling my eyes
"What?" Janaya stopped everything she was doing. "At least he got the baby he wanted for Christmas" I said shrugging my shoulder
"Don't ...do that ...Jada" Janaya said between each laugh. "I'm sorry its just that I can already see Malik looking crazy when he find out." she said trying to control herself
"I already told him" I said rolling my eyes as she stood with a shocked expression on her face
"Jada can I talk to you?" Malik asked standing in the entrance of the kitchen. "No" I answered not even looking at him. " Jada please.....just let me explain-"
"Malik I think you said enough" ......... "Can you just let me talk-"
"NO MALIK I CAN'T LET YOU TALK" I yelled turning and finally looking at him " Baby please" Malik begged,walking closer to me
"No please leave" I said as he pulled me into a warm embrace. I missed his smell,his touch, HIM in general
"Baby I never meant to do this to you" He said holding me in his arms " Malik ... you got another girl..pregnant." I cried in his arms " I know baby and I'm so sorry I did that to you" he said tucking my hair behind my ear
"Malik I lost your baby" I said as more tears escaped my eyes , dripping on Malik's shirt "That was OUR baby Jada"
"Look at me" He said lifting my chin making me look at him "Your all I need in life and this is not your fault. I promise you,Okay? I'm so sorry for the things I said to you because even though you made mistakes, you stilll didn't need me adding on to the things you did wrong"
"And?" I mumbled
"And I'm sorry for turning against you instead of sticking by your side" he said kissing my forehead "I love you Jada Smith"
"You do?" I asked shocked "Yes I love you Jada" He said in a duh tone
"I love you to Malik" I said smiling at him
"AWE!" Janaya said still cooking breakfast "You busy being nosy I was just calling your phone" Messiah said coming in the kitchen
"Shut the fuck up" Janaya said rolling her eyes
"Bet just remember that tonight" Messiah said walking out the kitchen "AND STOP CUSSING" he yelled
"Wait come back... I'm sorry" Janaya said running after him causing us to laugh
Janaya's POV Later that day
I looked at my phone and Messiah kept texting me since we were in different rooms.
BIG Zaddy Siah: Can you please come get Heaven. (Read)
BIG Zaddy Siah: JANAYA PLEASE I CAN'T CONCENTRATE ON MY GAME (Read)
Nya:...........
BIG Zaddy Siah is calling.....
I answered because if i didn't then he would've came in here
"What Messiah?" I asked in a annoyed tone because he won't leave me alone
"Mommy can you pklease come get Heaven?" He asked pleading through the phone
"Is that why you called me for?" I asked shopping online barely paying attention to him
"Yeah because she won't stop crying"
"Messiah you better not be ignoring my damn baby because you trying to play a fucking game"
"If you come get her now then I'll keep her tonight" when he said that I got up so fast because ya'll don't understand that Heaven DOES NOT SLEEP and I can't deal with it. I know ya'll probably like why am I acting like a First time mother but when Halo was a baby she slept and I don't know why Heaven like to stay woke 24 hours of the day.
