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After Jada left I broke down on the couch. I seen Messiah come out the room looking like he just woke up. I started to wipe my tears away. " Ny you don't have to hide around me." Messiah said coming to sit next to me.
"Out of all people in this world it just had to be another person I loved".
"Janaya it kills me hearing you say you love a different nigga but i'll let it slide today." he said causing me to kinda laugh.
"Messiah I haven't hurt this hard since my brother died" I laid my head on his shoulder.
"I know how you feel Ny" he tried to relate but I didn't want nobody pity.
"It's okay Messiah you don't have to comfort me" I told him.
"Janaya you so fucking stubborn. I know I don't have to be here right now but why would I let you sit here and stress yourself out."
"Messiah I understand where you're coming from but I don't want you sitting here trying to make me feel better just because you my boyfriend".
His eyes got big "Im yo what?" he asked me trying to see if he heard me right.
"I mean you my fiancee" I said hiding my face with my hand
"Im yo what Janaya? That ring on your finger say something different" He asked pulling my hand off my face
"Okay Messiah get off me" I said pushing him "Your my husband" I whispered
"I can't hear you" He mocked my tone
"Your my husband Messiah now leave me the fuck alone!" I yelled causing him to laugh as I got up to go to the bathroom.
After I walked out of the bathroom I got a call from a random number.
"Hello, who is this?" I said standing in front of the bathroom door.
"This is Ty's cousin, I was calling to talk to you, Ty's mom gave me your number."
"Okay, I just want you to know i'm sorry for your loss."
"Do you know where Ty was going when he died."
" I believe he was on the way to see me."
"Oh really?"
"Yea"
"So then it is your fault, he was probably coming to see you about a kid that's not even his, just because you going out having kids with someone else and stringing Ty along, you think that it's okay, well it's not and your the real reason he's dead, it's all your fault, this family hates you."
*beep beep*
It was my fault, all because I wanted to string Ty along for a kid that's not even his and he was coming to see me anyway, he was so nice and all I did was string him along like he was nothing and yet he still wanted to come see me. Do his family really think I'm the cause of his death?
