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Ch.37

Jada's POV

Last night I slept in the bed with Malik but I put a pillow in between us because I really don't want to be in his presence.

I could barely sleep because I'm so used to sleeping in Malik's arms. I woke up in the middle of the night to go get something to drink and I heard Messiah and Janaya fucking in the guest room next to the kitchen. "I know they fucking lying" I laughed out loud.

I got my water and went back upstairs chuckling to myself because Janaya been snapping on Messiah lately. When I got upstairs i seen the room light on ,when I opened the door I seen Malik sitting up on the bed with his back towards me. "Jada?" He called out still facing the opposite way from me.

"What's wrong?" I asked him worried "I can't do this no more" he said with his head in his hands

"What?" I asked taking a sip of my water.

"Malik go back to sleep because you waking up, talking reckless" I said pulling the covers back and getting in the bed

"I'm serious Jada I don't feel like having to watch every move I make because I gotta worry about if you gone bitch about it" He said finally looking at me

I took a deep breath "Then what you wanna do Malik?" I asked

"I think we need to end this Jada" He said looking at everything except my eyes

"Look at me Malik" I grabbed his face forcing him to look me in my eyes " You don't want this' I said kinda getting teary eyes

"I'm sorry" he said looking down as I released his face

"Malik please don't do this. Baby you not thinking right" I rubbed my thumb across his face

"Stop trying to change my mind" he said pushing my hand away. I looked in his eyes trying to find any type of emotion but I seen nothing. It's like he lost all feelings for me

'Please don't" I said as my voice started to crack. "Baby we can fix this don't give up so fast"

Malik stood up "Jada I tried to fix this!.... but you just won't let it go and something needs to get let go so if you can't let the fact that Ashlynn pregnant with my baby go then I have to let you go"

"Malik that's not something I could easily let go! It's not something little" I whisper screamed at him.

"That's because you holding that shit to close to your heart. Let it go! You acting like I cheated on you while we was together" He said pounding his fist in the palm of his hand

"MALIK YOU SOUND DUMB AS SHIT BECAUSE-" I was cut off by Messiah and Janaya peaking they heads in the room

"Ya'll good?" Messiah asked pointing at both of us

"Yeah" Malik answered before me. They shook they heads okay and was about to go to their room but I cut in " You know what NO we not okay" I said standing up folding my arms glaring a Malik.

Messiah and Nya walked backwards back into the room and sat on the bed. "Spill it" Nya said looking at both of us

"Malik trying to break up with me" I said with my arms still folded, rolling my eyes at him

"WHAT?" Nya asked shocked

"I just don't think I'm ready for a relationship" Malik said staring at me

"Well you should've thought about that before you tried to get me pregnant" I started tapping my foot "Well he actually did get you pregnant" Messiah cut in while his head was laying on Nya's lap "Exactly" I said rolling my neck at Malik