Adrenaline- NCT Johnny Seo Ff

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Laila sat in the living room the entire time biting her tongue. She never liked my mom, but this was overboard.

"Ma'am. I think you should go apologize to y/n" she said trying to stay calm.

"Oh Laila, I can see you're still playing around with those little boys. Who's you're fling of the week?" My mom asked.

Laila was already trying to be nice. At this point she was taking off her earrings and ready to throw hands. It took everyone to keep her held back but even that was barely enough.
"THIS IS WHY YOUR OWN DAUGHTER DOESN'T EVEN WANNA BE AROUND YOU! LET ME GO! I'm not gonna hit her!" She shook out of everyone's grasp. "You should go talk to her now, before you never have the chance." She says walking away and sitting back in her seat.

"Okay but I didn't say anything wrong" my mom said getting up .

Really? You don't think you said anything wrong.

But first let's back up a little bit. I have  an older sister. Or should I say had an older sister. Lexi. I would always follow everything she did and even what she wore. She wanted to be an actress meaning so did I. But she gave up on that dream to become a doctor to please our parents. I never understood why until I got older. That was the one thing I didn't follow her with. But she didn't become any doctor, she became a cardiac surgeon. One day she had to operate on her fiance. She did everything she could but he didn't make it. She fell into a depression soon after. My parents still pushes her 'to do better'. Soon she decided to get out of heart surgery and be a normal doctor. Her heart and mind weren't at ease.

*Flashback*

*3 years ago*

I stroll into my sister's room. Knocking on her door before coming in. I see her sobbing at her desk but she wipes her tears when she realized I was in the room.

"What's wrong Lexi?"

"Nothing..what can I help you with?"

"I just came in to let you know I'm going out."

"Don't go meeting up with no boys" she laughed. I miss that laugh.

"Of course not. I'm going to meet one of my friends so they can film my audition video." I told her.

"Good luck. I know they'll accept you. You're an amazing dancer, and one day everyone will see and worship you at your feet" she smiled. That day see was acting weirder than usual but I thought nothing of it. I walked out and as soon as I closed the door, the sobs started again.

*2 hours later*

I had finished my audition video and sent it in by now. Lexi was the first person I wanted to show the video to. She was my biggest supporter after all.

I knock I the door not getting a response and open the door. My heart stopped. I couldn't speak. I dropped everything I had in my hands.

"Lexi? Lexi!" I screamed. My sister was hanging from the ceiling. Cold, and lifeless. I immediately call 911. But it was no use. They couldn't revive her. They couldn't bring back the one person that was more of a mom to me than the woman who gave birth to me.

*Flashback over*

I hear my mom knock on my door and open it. I was currently sitting in a fetal position. I feel the bed sink under her weight.

"Y/n? If I said something that offended you, I'm sorry"

"You've been saying nothing but offensive things since you got here."

"I'm sorry. I didn't know I was hurting you. I've always thought I was a bad mom. This trip just proved it for me. I'm sorry for everything I've caused in your life."

"Stop. You're not a bad mom. You just don't know how to handle certain things. And you say everything on your mind when your not meant to. But that doesn't make you a bad mom."

"Yes it does. Here" she said handing me my necklace. "I even took this, when you told me not to."

"The important thing is you gave it back and apologized. You're still my one and only mom and I wouldn't trade you for the world. Okay maybe I would but you did say somethings you weren't supposed to "

"I know" she said patting my back "you miss your sister don't you." I nod. "I'm sorry if I didn't console you the way I should have. Or just didn't show any emotion in front of you. When something like that happened I didn't know how to react."

"It's okay mom" I hug her.

"If you want m your father and I can go home early"

"You can't. There's a snow storm coming. Stay here, I don't want anything happening to you guys." I smile. At that moment the power had went out. I take a flashlight from my emergency kit under my bed and head downstairs.

"What's going on?"

"Mark-hyung forgot to pay the electric bill." Renjun answered.

"Come on Mark!"

"I said sorry."

"Now what are we going to do? There's a huge storm coming in and we have to light or heat." I complained

"We'll think of something. For tonight we can all sleep out here. The living room is the warmest part of the house. And the oven still works so we can keep that on to heat up some of the house." Doyoung told everyone.

"I knew you were the smartest for a reason" I told him and he flipped his imaginary long hair.

We love a sassy shistar.