Mine || Jeon Jungkook ✔︎

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Today is the day. I have to leave today. I woke up in the middle of the Night sweating and tossing and turning. I look at her as my worries come to an ease. Why must I leave you today? Today out of all days? I just proposed to you, after I made love to you. After I cried out of pure happiness. We had so much fun during our mini-vacation. Why? Why did it have to come to this? Why is this the only option?

I guess I tried everything possible huh? And it went to hell. I caress her back softly with my fingertips taking in her beauty. I become dazed just looking at her, this woman is my medication for my heartbreak. I didn't think anyone could fix me but I guess it's possible.

She rolls over in my arms causing me to snap out of my trance, she wraps her arms around me and sighs deeply "why are you still up at five in the morning?" She whispers " you better not be thinking too hard or I'll punch you," she says in sleepiness in her voice.

"Oh shit now, you think you big and bad now cause of that game you played yesterday" I smile

"No, because I have super strength," she says dazedly

"It's that so? Well then fight my bad dreams" I sigh, she sits up then straddles me as she places her hands on my chest " may I rant to you?" I ask softly, she nods her head caressing my shoulder

"I'm honestly sad and terrified of leaving you alone, yes I know that taehyung and everyone said they would protect you but it scares me that something could happen to you and I'll never know, I can't talk to you guys until this is done and he's put away, I can't hold you when you're scared I can't wipe your tears when you miss me, I can't touch you in general I can't hear your beautiful smooth honey voice when I wake up in the morning, but I know I'm going away for a good cause but damn how I wish their was another way, and I just asked you to marry me and I would've felt even worse if you didn't wake up just now, because I made love to you and left. I would've had a guilty Conscience on my mind my heart would've felt heavy just like it does now" she cups my face as I look into her glossy green/brown eyes

"Baby? Don't feel guilty for one it was the best sex ever and two the night was so beautiful you made me feel like I was in a fairytale and three, I'm going to be okay you know why?"

"Why?" I answer

" because when my fiancée comes back he's going to be happier than I've ever made him, my fiancée is going to come back finer and stronger than ever because he did that! And he proved that so-called man that nothing will hurt him, that nothing will stop him from getting his happiness and that he finally stood up " she says kissing my cheeks softly " and I hope my fiancée is going to come back and bend my back like a glow stick because he's hot as hell doing that all on his own" she whispers seductively

" maybe your fiancée will come back and blow your back out, I may leave some hickeys on her neck too" I said caressing her neck

"And then?" She comments

" I'll spread her legs out wide and pound so deep into her, her moans never escape from her mouth" I start to lean in towards her to kiss her but someone rings the doorbell, I place my hand on her waist furrowing my eyebrows at her

" Who is it" She asks , she gets off of me and I look back at her clenching my jaw slightly "stay here" I warn her, she nods her head as she holds the covers to her chest, I grab the razor blade that's stuck inside the plant pot, I then walk up to the door I look out the peephole and see my brother and his friend here. I sigh then open the door.

" what were you going to do chop me up?" He says looking down at the razor blade in my hand

"I would've if you tried something " I clap back, he comes in and sits in the living room.