Shadows

24.

'but I first wanted to tell you, I mean I know you don't like him' I said Bella.

I just told her everything that happened and my decision, I wanted to tell her because well, she obviously hates him.

'I don't like him, that's just a fact' she started 'but,  even I can see you two are perfect for each other'

'really?' I smile wide

'really' she smiled tight as I pulled her in a hug. 'this doesn't mean I suddenly love him, or you two together. He first needs to prove himself'

'I know I know' I smiled as I stood up

'not go get the guy' she smiled at me, like a proud mom

'you said that when I went on a date with Peter' I tilt my head

'I know, I think it's kind of, my sentence' she shrugged

'okay miss "go get the guy"' I said and then walked away

'I love you' she yelled at me

'love you more'.

I then walked away to the door where I grabbed my 7 year old bike. I rode to Peter's house which wasn't that far away, luckily.

When I stopped in front of his door I doubted for a second but then still rang the bell.

Peter opened the door, his face expression went from happy to surprised to neutral.

'can we do normal now?' he asked

What a great question!

Spot the sarcasm.

'well about us being normal, which mean us being in a relationship right?' I started rambling

'yeah?' he frowned

'I cheated on you' I said slowly

'what' he exclaimed and stepped away from the door

'I kissed someone at the party' I stayed surprisingly calm

'I told you that party was bad' he yelled

'no actually not' I smiled tight 'because of that I saw things, I was things that I didn't see before because you blind me from them'

'and what would that be' he raised his eyebrows in the most arrogant way possible

'you're a selfish asshole' I spit out

'I'm a what' he scoffed and places his hand on his heart

'you're bad for me, I changed a lot in just the three months I knew you' I told him, still calm.

' changed you for the good, and you changed me for the good' he stated 'cupcake, you're like an angel that blessed my life'

I scoffed and looked away 'and you're like a devil I'm breaking up with right now'

'ugh' he scoffed in a high pitched voice 'you don't know what you're missing bitch' he yelled and then slammed the door shut.

'go cry with your mommy' I yelled and walked away.

Gosh that felt good. 

I steppe don my bike again and rode to Blake's house. It was kind of far away, enough to make me sweat.

I finally reached Blake's house. I walked over to his door, I was ready to ring the bell but then I heard a sound from the garage. I walked to the side where I found Blake in a pair of dirty jeans and a topless body.

Holy crap.

He was working on his car and he looked as hot as he could ever be.

Okay, focus Chrissy!

'Blake' I stuttered, he turned around and let out a sharp breath by seeing me.

'I did everything you asked right' he said and turned around again to do something on his car 'so why are you here?'

'because I wanted you to do the wrong things'

He looked up and then looked at me, 'what?'

'you know how I said how we can't be more than friends?' I asked

'loud and clear' he looked over me, narrowing his eyes because if was actually a sunny day today. that's probably why he's topless.

'well I want that now' I said, putting my hands on my back pockets.

'I'm not catching up'  he frowned

'I told you that I wanted to drop everything we had, that what we had wasn't special, and that I wanted to be just friends'

'I remember what you told me' he stopped me

'well I lied' I bite my lip waiting for his reaction.

'why did you say it then? To mess with my head?' he asked pretty mad.

'no, because I was scared. I was only thinking about what I had and not what I can have'

'you can have a lot of thing without me so what are you saying?' he was really stupid right now

'peter is perfect but you're perfect for me'

'what' he finally looked down at me.

'you're very intimidating Blake, and that scared me. not you as a person, I've never really been scared of you as a person. What scared me was how much I liked you. from the moment I walked in that school I have had a crush on you. of course i had other boyfriends but still, every time I saw you I got this feeling. I didn't know you as a person but it was like I already knew you were going to mean something to me. and when we started talking I got even more scared, i fell even more for you. so I said that we could only be friends, and when peter came it was the perfect opportunity to get over my crush on you. the only problem is, I never did. I'm still head over heels about you Blake Bloomingdale'

The whole time I confessed everything I felt for him I looked everywhere except at him. after my words I finally looked at him.

His eyes where soft and brown. Not as black as they usually are. Even I looked long enough I even saw a bit of emotion.

'I like you Blake, and I don't know if you like m-'

I was cut off by him bending down and placing his lips on me.

Wow.

His lips then left mine, our faces were inches away from each other and his eyes buried in mine.

'I like you Christina, a lot'

A smile appeared on my face

'guess that answers my doubt' I shrugged and put my hands on his cheeks

'guess it does' he smirked and places his lips on mine again.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT.