Meteor Garden™

Chapter seventeeth

"The siblings true feelings"

It was now night. And everybody's down. Granny have been sleeping two hours ago, and our guest started flooding out one at a time. Darren and the others have been so drunk. I don't even know what to do with them, I just sent the three back at their homes as I deal with my brother.

"Darren . ." I mumbled as I slightly tap him on the shoulder. "Come on no ones here! Mom and dad are already up. Besides I'm really sleepy." I said as I groan, earning literally nothing from him. I sighed and just stood him, grabbing one of his arms around my shoulder.

He's very heavy. I was struggling to bring him to his room with his wobbly strides. I groaned.

I was devastated. To see him sob on me, crying endlessly. I was taken a back but didn't stop dragging him to his room.

"Natasha. ." he kept mumbling again and again. And pointed at a certain picture frame that I only notice now. Its me. . I mean Natasha and my brother. 'She does look a lot like me' I mumbled as I asked him.

"What about her." I said in a low tone. I thought I'll be the only one to hear. But I was wrong.

"What about her?" He sobbed looking at me. " ha! Ha ha. She is my everything. My fiance, my lover, a traitor" he said with each in every word have a venom in each voice.

"She. . I should have listened to Xien, if I did. . I shouldn't have been hurt." He said sobbing, and laughing ever So slightly. "I should have. . " he said becoming heavier as sleep is taking over him. Lucky, where now on his room.

"Arch!" I groan as I threw him on the bed. "Your so heavy loose weight!" I groaned at him as if he's gonna listened to me.

"Ha! Natasha always told me that! Ha ha ha!" He laugh stoically.

"So you really love Natasha huh" I said putting both of my hands in my hips.

He just smiled with close eyes before noding.

'Come to think if it. . I never see any of you four with girls on your side.' I thought to my self.

"But I love~ Xien even more~" he said in between his hics.

I giggled at his statement. I pulled out my phone and decided to video him. "What is it again?" I said while holding my laugh.

"I said. ." he said and try to stay up. "I love Xien~ moree~" he said as j close up his face, he looked funny.

After he said that he crashed on the bed with a tud. "I love her" he mumbled.

"Of course I'm your sister dummy" I said hoping he won't hear, but he did.

"No no no. ." he mumbled. "I love her as a sin" he mumbled.

"Sin?" I asked eyeing him. He just nodded his head.

"Every time she smiled, she looks pretty to me. . everytime I would bring her to school and ask different questions she still looks pretty to me. . even if she is crying she still looked annoyingly pretty to me." He mumbled as my mouth fell a gape. Is this a confession? From my brother!?

"That's because your sister is really pretty. . or maybe cause she looked like Natasha" I said.

"I don't think so. ." he paused. " she might look like her. .but she's way above her. . she's nothing compared to her" he said.

"Every time I spend with her, I feel like I'm having a great sin. . falling in love with my sister!? Ha!. . I never fought I'll do that. . but I'm here. . hating every men who goes near her, skemtimes I want to keep her to myself! Ha!" He said. And once again I stood there dumbfounded.

"She. . is. . so pretty" he said. " and I think I love her. " he said as a tear roll down his cheeks. " but although she's diffirent. . every time I look at her. . I remember Natasha. " he said. " I must have been crazy. . I love my sister in a different way. . cause she looked like my ex!? Ha!" He paused. "I don't think so. . cause everyone can love her. . not because she's only pretty. . because her shole personality is lovable." He said as I stood there. Processing his words.

"Then. . what will you do of you find her with another guy?" I asked, suddenly. Hoping to get another answer.

"I'll let her be. . as long ashes happy" he said. As my eyes feel heavy and swollen.

"That's how much I love her. " he said, as a tear finally rolled down my cheek. I finally left his room and rushed into mine. Shutting it quickly, and jumping into the bed.

'He's words made me cry. ." I mentally cried. Not because I pity my brother. Not because I love him too and our love is forbidden.

' I cried because his words are real. . I cried because. He loved me so much he's willing to see me with another man'

'I cried because I know I'll never choose him. . I cried because I can never love Darren back how he does the same for me.'