Meteor Garden™

Chapter Eighteenth

"Contradictions"

I was devastated and still processing daresn words. When suddenly a magical light seem to beam on my back. I slowly turn around and noticed Amanda infront of me.

"Why are you crying sweetie" the goddess of wishes made he'd way onto me, wipping the tears away.

I just sobbed more. " why. ." I mumbled. "Who's Natasha?" I mumble in between my sobs. The goddess eyes widen.

"How did you know about her?" She said slowly walking away from me.

"WHO IS SHE!" j yeleed making Amanda gasp.

"You shouldn't see her. You shohd never see her. If you ever have seen her in this world. Theres a possibility that one of you will die." She said in a deadly serious tone.

"What do you to do to grant my wishes!? What is this world!? Am I thin somsones else life!?" I asked simultaneously, wuestios flooding my head.

But Amanda stayed silent. "If Im ruining lives I might as well go back."

"You can't !!" She exclaimed. "I can't just set you back! It will be beyond my contradictions!" She exclaimed.

"Why your a goddess!?" I exclaimed back."you will never understand.

"Then explain it to me!" I yelled, as she nervously eyed me.

Amanda's POV

I eyed her nervous ly as I battle with myself if I should tell her or not. In my disbelief. K decided to tell her.

"Listen carefully . .I'm only gonna say this once" I said. "There are many things I should consider in ganting your wish. Every story. Every book, every series that you watch on your TV is equivalent to one world." I paused. As she eyed me confussingly.

"You see. . before you where in your world and that world revolve arounds you Xien, those unfortunate happenings and fortunate happenings to you is a result of somebody else's mind. I'm saying every person has a diffirent story. Whether its about you or about other people. In other dimension you are just also mentally developed character by another person. And to be able to command your wish I put you in the world of meteor garden. In this world this is  the real plot. Dao Ming Si, shanchai, and more"

"And in this dimension it happens to be that Natasha Is you in this dimension. Natasha is your brothers original lover. But this is where the contradiction starts. You happen to be Darren's brother, but she is in love with Natasha a.k.a you in this world. That's why you exactly looked exactly like each other. But any two characters of a diffirent dimension cannot see their opposite character in other  dimensions cause either of you will die."

"So your saying if I met Natasha either of is can die!?"

"Yes. Natasha is originally darrens lover. That's why he's confession to you just now is somewhat real. Because you two are two same person I can assume that he have sure grown feelings for you because you and Natasha are actually one and as for your wishes to work. I sent Natasha away for both of your sake and revise the A4's memories and the others too. Actually your wish is kinda tiring" she admitted.

"You revise them? What story did tell make to connect all of this ?"

"I revise their memories and told them that you are really Darren's real sister who just happen to look like his fiance. In this world your hair should be originally short" she said as she magicallg cut my hair short and continue. "Which I have forgotten."

She said as I glance at my hair. "Why cut it now!?" I exclaimed but she ignore me.

"I also told them that natasha really cheated in Darren, and you made Darren choose who to believe because you being a caring sister and you know natasha is 'constantly' cheating on Darren you decided to tell him. But she choose natasha, and this is where the Ming De starts. Because you 'don't want to school with them so badly' as Darren phrases. You transfered to Ming De. Great story right?"

'So that's what how she portrayed it?' I subconsciously said.

"But that's not the end. I have to make sure you won't see natasha or you or she might die. So I send her away to be married and continue her studies in France and this made your brother heart broken. . but big wishes comes with a price Xien"

"If I just know this would happen I wouldn't even dare to think of it. . I wouldn't even wish for it" I paused. "If I know I'm gonna ruin someone's life I shouldn't have done it." I mumbled while shakily bolding my tears. I looked up to Amanda with guilt in my eyes.

"Please I beg of you. Please bring everything back to normal" I said with pleading eyes. She stared at me with also guilt.

"I'm sorry I couldn't right now. ." she mumbled low.

"Why?!!" I yelled.

"Because of the contradictions in your real world. I have to also revise their memories" she said.

"What did you tell them Amanda!?"

"I revise their memories as if that you died in a car accident and by this time I bet you have been already been 'buried' in your real demension. J cannot just send you back to make you alive!"

"Then just revise their memories!"

"I can't! I can only revise their memories one time! Thatsbwhy I have to planned it well! I never knew you would ever want to go back in your own dimension!. I planned it like this but I never knew it would turn out like this Xien! If I ever knew I would have done it like this in the first place!!" Amanda yelled. Which made me silent.

'That's right. . she doesnt know either. . even if she's a goddess she can have her flaws. . and even tough my wish is almost impossible she still head here and grant it. . I shouldn't act like this to her. .cause like me she also do g expect this. .' I mentally scolded my self.

"I'm sorry. . ." that's the only thing that came out my mouth.

Amanda sigh and walk up to me. . "do you really want to go back?" She asked. I just nodded my head.

She sigh again. "Okay. . I'll find another way" she said before planting a kiss in my forehead and vanishing trough my eyes.