Meteor Garden™

Chapter Thirty-one

"Confesions"

"Shanchai!" I exclaimed walking towards her. I just find out that shanchai is joining this event for the money price, cause apparently he owes dao ming si a million pound. Which is crazy-Not that crazy though.

"Xien!" She said and smiled at me.

"I hope you get why you wanted" I replied with a light smile. But bfire she could even react, dao ming so and the f4 came. Me and ah si locked gaze-me with a soft one, while him still dead pan.

"What are you doing here?" Si started with that attitude.

"No greetings then?" I said to lighten up the mood.

"None for you." He said plain.

"Okay" I said completely shrugging him off. "Well hi lei" I said walking past dao ming si straight up to lei and the others. Lei greeted me with a smile.

"My souvenir?" Lei asked playfully.

"Oh I think I forgot it" I playfully replied, lightly chuckling.

"I know how you can make up to it." He said with a playfully grin. He slowly lean in my height and stick out his cheek, he tapped his soft flawless cheeks-demanding something. I rolled my eyes playfully before giving him a sift peck on the cheek. The f4 went wild.

"Oh!!" Mei zuo teased.

"Are we missing something here?" Xi men asked playfully.

"Actually nothin-" bfire I could even finished my sentence, dao ming si grabbed my arm forcefully dragging me along with him. "Wait!" I protested but he didn't even stopped in his tracks, I was loosing my balance-keeping up with his walking pace."what's wrong with you!" I yelled. And that's when he completely. Stop in his tracks and spun around trapping me in a little corner.

"Stop doing that!" He yelled at me.

"Doing what!?" I yelled back.

"Stop flirting with everybody because its pissing me the god damn off!"

"I'm not flirting!" I exclaimed.

"Yes you are!"he yelled back.

" well you cannot tell me what to do! What are you? My boyfriend? Can you stop pretending as if you are playing as an important person in my life that will dictate what would I do!" And there was a silence. Nobody speak nobody uttered a word, he just stared at me as I do the same. I was about to walk past him when he grabbed my arm and hugged me tightly.

"I- I am not important to you?" He asked he's words muffled as he speak in my hair.

I didn't speak.

"Cause you mean the whole world to me" with that phrase I stayed silent. Holding up my building up tears. "I don't care if I'm just an annoying flea to you, but I don't want you to leave. I want you to stay by my side, cause without you I cannot breathe." He's words are stiff-sincere.

"I love you" he mumbled.

And still I didn't speak, a tear rolled down on my face as he hold me still.

I love you too.

I don't want to leave.

I want to be with you.

But I can't . .

I need to leave.

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I slumped in the couch, at my house. China won the Chinese cuisine. But shanchai won the consolation price which is amazing, I finished the cuisine until the end, it was so exhausting but fun.

I went upstairs to change when Amanda came in.

"Hey Amanda" I said in a lowtone while removing these hasty boots avoiding her gaze, she's probably gonna scold me.

"I'm going straight to the point xien-" I looked up her, meeting her eyes-they seemed so sad. "You're going to leave."

"What?"

"You told me you wanted to go home to your world right? I have a solution now." She said straight forward and still, it made me stiff.

Its true I wanted to go back to my own world but. . I never knew this would be quick, way too quick. I don't want to leave. Not what dao ming si told me. "Uhm okay. . I'll pack my things" but either way I don't want them to be hurt, I love them. I love him.

"Okay. ." Amanda mumbled low. I started to pack my things, the things I love. I packed all of the dresses Darren shopped me when we went on Sanya, I packed the million dollar watch that si ru gave me, which is ridiculous by the way. I packed the green diamond necklace, jiwon gave me. Which is so aesthetic by the way. The giant teddy bear, I made Amanda to sent it to our world. Then I did the double checking making sure I didn't forgot anything, and done.

"Come on send me back" I said all packed  up.

"You won't even say goodbye to them?" Amanda said confused.

"No. I mean it will just make it hard for all of us, if I disappear suddenly it will be fine. They'll think Ill be murdered and won't find me anymore, I mean I have them. The memories so it will be fine, I'll be happy to go back" I said smiling. "So sent me back"

"No. You don't understand." She replied hasty. "You'll never remember them.

" wha-why!" I exclaimed.

"Remember everything comes with a price. To return you back I'm not just gonna bring you. Remember you were supposed to be dead, and I alter their memories to be like that. And here's where the problem starts, I can only alter their memories ones. I told you I have no options, but I only thought so. I find another way to bring you back, but I'll bring you back in the time before your birthday. That means I'll bring you back in time before you even meet dao ming si and the others, before you meet me. And you'll never remember them, youll forget about me" she said so sad.

"I- I won't remember you?"

"Do you still want to leave?"

"I- "

"I what?" She said with a bit hope. I think she hopes for me to stay, well. . I hope too but I can't.

"I'll leave. I'll just bid my goodbye." I said stiff and straight I can see Amanda frown, drowning in sadness. And as soon as I turn back to her, I struggled to hold back my tears. And soon they fell.

One by one.