Control (no ship)

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Virgil P.O.V.

I felt different today, I don't know why, I just...didn't feel like myself.  I went through my whole day in what felt like a haze. Nothing felt right, nothing. I didn't see any of the sides which was weird, I nearly always see someone.

I have a headache now, I don't know how long it's been or where I am, everything's starting to turn white. Nothing looks like the mind scape. I'm confused, I still have a killer headache, I can't remember where or who I am.

Time Skip--

"Who are you," I ask the only person I think I've seen today. He just appeared out of no where, is he even a he... what are genders. I'm forgetting everything, yet I'm not scared.

"Oh you should be," the mysterious person said.

"Oh sorry, was I talking out loud, I don't reall-who are you, by the way?"

"Wow this chamber really did work, you know me, but you think I nice. Or fairly nice anyway. Well I'm not, have you remembered yet?" I actually laughed slightly which made him look confused but it quickly turned to anger. I know if I was sane right now I would be scared, and probably being have an anxiety attack? But I honestly couldn't care, the headache still hasn't gone awa-wait was it ever there. My train of though just went down a long path, I think the snake person must have noticed because he snapped his fingers saying "ANXIETY! I am in control."

For whatever reason this got my attention. I knew who I was I was anxiety, and the person in front of me was...Deceit. Why!? Why would he do this to me, I thought we were...friends? My pailing face alerted him that I was "aware" again. He snapped his figures, and suddenly he was gone and I was looking at a screen.

On it, was deceit ruining me. All the time I had spent trying to get the sides to like me was for nothing. He yelled at Roman, and when Roman said "I though you liked me" he laughed in his face, "you though I liked you!? How could anyone ever like a stupid ego, who doesn't have the brains to keep Thomas safe. NO ONE COULD EVER LIKE YOU." Well Roman ran off at this crying, I was still confused why deceit was doing this, he had nothing to gain.

Next was Logan, and then Patton, they each followed in the same way as Roman. The finally Remy, Remy and I had been concert buds since Thomas was 13 years old so seeing Deceit ruin our 16 year friend ship made me start crying. I didn't know why this was happening, but I tryed to summon something anything, I guess the only thing on my mind was a knife. Because thats what popped up in my hands.

Sobbing I threw it across the white room, "I've been clean for 4 years, I'm not going to let this ruin it for me," I scream while sobbing. I didn't notice when Deceit got back, but I was to busy crying to notice, I just curled up into a ball crying, I felt thirteen all over again. My voice was hoarse but I managed to get out "what do you want."

I'll never forget what he responded with. "I want to be in control."

Welp, I was bored and for what ever reason I wrote this. It's short is bad, but that's just life isn't it? Anyway, bai. (This isn't edited, so again it probably doesn't make since.)

Word count 591

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