Adoption - Sanders Sides One Shots

G.O.N.E. (prinxiety, kinda)

T.W. suicide, cutting, self harm, depression, it's angst kids, because I feel like absolute crap right now and this song really effected me. Enjoy...I guess

Roman was crying. He was sobbing, he couldn't believe it, no one could believe it. "How was I so stupid, how could I not see what I was doing to him."  Anxiety was gone, he was g.o.n.e. And he was never coming back. "I...I loved...no I love him. And I always will."

Early...

"VIRGIL, WHY DID YOU MAKE THOMAS HAVE AN ANXIETY ATTACK!!!! HE LITERARY WAS JUST WITH A GROUP OF FRIENDS!!!! COULD YOU JUST NOT BE YOU SOMETIMES!!!! Roman yelled all of this at Virgil. He had never been so hurt by princy before. He loved like actually loved princy, but this broke his love for him. Virgil watched as Logan and Patton walked by holding hands. They didn't even say anything, just kept walking. Even Patton. How. Could. He.

Virgil was crying now, but Prince was to busy yelling at him to notice. "Princey...I'm sorry. I didn't...I didn't mean to."

"Well you did virgil, you f***ing did! SORRY DOSEN'T ALWAYS WORK YOU ABSOLUTE F***!!!!"

At this Virgil ran, he ran and ran it to his room and into the bathroom. Virgil sat on the floor and cried. He had been having a horrible day with his mental health. He had been starving him self that day had only gotten 2 hours of sleep the night before because of his insomnia and anxiety. But worst of all, he had been living a day of suicidal thoughts. Every second today was him thinking about death. It ended up in giving Thomas a lesser form of an anxiety attack. But price didn't see it like that.

That's when the yelling happened. Virgil couldn't stop him self in a blur of motion he had a knife in his hands. He yelped and tried to pull the knife away from him. But no matter how hard he tried it just seamed...impossible. So he cut, he hadn't cut for 3 weeks and that was a record he was hoping of keeping, but of course he failed.

And as soon as Virgil had made the first cut he realized something. He didn't really care if he dyed so he though then I might as well just do it.

While the blood from his cuts were streaming down his arms he opened a bottle of pills. All the negative thoughts going through his head were to many to count. But what really hit Virgil hard was for the first time there wasn't a smige of hope in his thoughts, not love, no happiness.

He did it. It was quick and easy, and he didn't regret it. He always though he would regret killing himself so this suprised him. That was the last thing he though intill death took him into his arms and everything was gone.

So that was depressing, but I really not sorry for writing it. What you say affects people in a lot of different ways. I've had seemly harmless teases thrown at me from people. And it caused me to...you know lets not go there. This wasn't edited because I can't bring myself to edit a thing like this so sorry if it's bad. Anyway bye.

Edited- Sister 1

NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE EVEN THO YOU MIGHT THINK IT'S EASY. IT'S NOT FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU. AND DON'T YOU DARE SAY NO ONE LOVES YOU OR I WILL SPAM YOU WITH GIFS OF DOGS.