Adoption - Sanders Sides One Shots

Words Fail (no ship)

what? A double update, don't get used to it, probably won't happen again. On a side note procrastination is just being lovely to me. This one shot is supper depressing sorry (I was listening to Dear Evan Hansen)

Trigger warning! suicide, (because of Deceit) crying, lying, tell me if I need to add something.

"I'm sorry," that's all Deceit could say, what else could he say? He had done things no one could forgive, he couldn't even forgive himself. Deceit had hurt Virgil in a way no one knew was possible, to push one of the side to suicide. Deceit was jealous and angry with life with everything! Virgil was an easy choice he could make suffer, he hadn't mean to hurt Virgil beyond repair, just hurt him temporally.

He wanted one of the sides to feel how it felt to be lied to by your own brain, to be forced to lie because it's what you were born to do he just so happened to pick Virgil. Looking back at it he realized if he was going to pick any side it shouldn't have brrn Virgil, he already had bad anxiety, but Deceit hadn't guess he'd been depressed, let alone suicidal!

Deceit had gone into Virgil's room as Roman, and told him they were over, Virgil's anxiety told him this would happen, but for it to happen in real life hit him like nothing else ever had. He knew his fears were irrational when his anxiety told him it could happen, but then Roman broke up with him to his face, that was something that Virgil couldn't just ignore. He cried, Deceit was happy, little did he know crying wasn't the only thing that Virgil did.

Virgil was found dead in his bathroom the next morning...he had...over doused. Roman cried, Patton cried, Logan cried, even Deceit cried, because he never meant for it to go this far.

Deceit soon fessed up to hurting Virgil, it was hard, sure, but it was the right thing to due. Roman took his life soon after to be with Virgil. The mind palace would never be the same. Deceit never forgot, never forgave himself, neither did Remy, neither did Logan, neither did Patton. No one would ever forget, Thomas never fully recovered, and became reckless and uncreative, driven only by his heart and mind he was just a shell of his former self.

Deceit tried to bring them back, oh he tried, but he could they were gone, and words failed Deceit for the rest of his life.

Sorry this was so depressing

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