Okay so before you read this I want to say something about the last chapter. People were saying I stole the 'not liking ending thing' from doctor who but to be completely honest, I don't watch doctor who. It was something I came up with because it's a VERY important thing to remember about Adrianna further on into the story. I'm sorry if it seems like I took it but to be fair I've never seen a single episode of doctor who. Sorry for the misunderstanding.
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November 29th, 2014
He sat out front of her house as she closed the door. So many thoughts were going through his head. He should've kissed her. He wanted to, but for some reason he couldn't. Every time he tried he froze and just stood there.
Even though Luke and Adrianna have only been dating for a few weeks now, he knew he loved her. He just hadn't told her yet. He thought it was too soon and that Adrianna would want to stop seeing him if he made any sudden moves. I guess you could say Luke thought that kissing her was considered one of those sudden movements.
Luke had kissed many girls throughout his life, so why was it so hard now? He remembered how easy it was to kiss a girl. He was good at it, a natural. But why couldn't he just kiss her?
He sat at her front porch and watched the street lights flicker on and off. He was tired and frustrated. He didn't want to end the night like this. He wanted to kiss her, so that's exactly what he did.
He stood up and banged on the door. After the first knock it swung right open.
"Luke? I thought you went-" He placed his thumb on her cheek and traced a line to her temple which startled her.
"I just really need to do something.." He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close, brushing the strands of hair away from her face before he captured her mouth with his. She ran her fingers through his hair, lightly tugging at the tips. Luke stepped forward and shut the door behind him with his foot, not letting go of Adrianna. Her hands moved to his waist, pulling him closer. She was calm and relaxed, as if she was expecting this. In just a matter of seconds his tongue was in her mouth, swirling around and in sync with her own. He gripped her waist and they began to fumble backwards, both breathing heavily.
Luke never kissed a girl like this, not with this much passion and love. Come to think of it, he's never really loved any girl. He had a few long relationships here and there but he never loved them. It was strange for him to love anyone. I mean it's not like he had a traumatizing past or a reason not to love, he just never loved anyone. Not the way he loved Adrianna. It was just all around strange.
While moving backwards he accidentally stepped on her foot which caused her to hit her back on the stair rail. She groaned in pain which caused Luke to bite down on her tongue. He quickly pulled away.
"I'm sorry." She shook her head and slid her fingers underneath his shirt, pulling him into her once more.
"Stairs.." She mumbled against his lip and began to pull him up the stairs, neither of them letting go of each other.
In the movies, stuff like this would go smoothly and perfect. Except this wasn't a movie, it was just awkward and clumsy. Both of them stepping and falling over each other on the stairs. Luke practically dragged her up the stairs to keep her from falling, but that didn't seem to do much. Once they reached the top Luke pushed her into the wall and struggled to get her door open. They had to stop for a moment as Adrianna shoved it open, pulling Luke with her. She backed up until her legs hit the bed frame.
She pulled away and lifted Luke's shirt over his head. He then reached behind her head and wrapped his fingers around her hair, pulling it all into his grasp before winding it all around the back if his hand, forcing her to tilt her head back. He placed a line of sweet kisses along her neck, then slowly began biting and sucking, leaving small marks. His grip on her hair released as he then moved back up to kiss her once more before she took his hands and placed them on her hips.
He looped his fingers through the belt buckles and jerked her towards him. He struggled the unbutton her jeans, but eventually he slid them down her legs, revealing bright purple underwear. He gently laid her against the bed and hovered over her, kissing up her thighs to her stomach.
"Luke.." She said softly. He ignored her and began to unbuckle his jeans.
"Luke." She said more firmly, slightly raising her voice. He ignored her once more.
"Luke stop!" She sat up and moved away from him. He then looked up at her, "d-don't... Don't touch me.." He instantly panicked and tried to figure out what just happened. She was shaking and tears began to slip from her eyes.
"Baby.." He slowly moved towards her and took her in his arms. "I'm sorry, did I do something wrong..?"
"No...I'm just... Not feeling well, that's all." She quickly wiped away her tears. It was clear to see that Adrianna was lying, but Luke didn't want to argue over something like this. He respected Adrianna's decision and didn't want to force her into anything.
"Okay.." He pressed his lips against her forehead.
"Can you.. Can you leave? I'd like to be alone.." She avoided eye contact with him. Luke was confused, he didn't understand what had happened and why Adrianna was acting this way. He wanted to comfort her but she just pushed him away.
"But.." He furrowed his eyebrows and tried to catch her gaze.
"Luke, please.." She pursed her lips and waited for him to get up. He shook his head and mumbled a few things to himself as he got up and gathered his things. He shut the door on his way out and tried to process what happened. Why didn't she let him stay? Was she hiding things from him?
He wanted to understand her. He wanted to be there for her. Did she just not feel the same way as he did about her? He didn't get it.
He didn't get her.
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WELL THIS WAS SUPER SHORT AND TOOK A WEIRD TURN. I guess this was a filler but not really. I'm not sure.
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